I Miss This So Much. Time To Yeet Myself Back To A Country With Actual Concerts.

me: i love angst

the story: the found family gets separated at the end

me:

The Birthday Massacre's commitment to purple is impressive. It's been like 20 years and they are still rolling with it. Amazing.

The Birthday Massacre albums

please excuse me its my first time being alive

fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

Can’t wait for the new LS Dunes song

wwdits s5 should have a halloween episode where nadja and laszlo dress as morticia and gomez but nadja is gomez and laszlo is morticia

honestly the only reason im not an old man is that i happen to have been born somewhat recently. other than that