The Cycle Of Life

please god help me i cant remember what number comes after 8,324,593,429

in retrospect I should have been a lot meaner to that man.

hormones so bad i saw a really happy viktor cosplay waving a little pride flag and i started tearing up FUCKKKKKK

wanting to make friends with people at all ever is so embarassing and makes me feel deranged. please i want to know you because i think you're genuinely really cool and I'd like to form a connection. do you want to shoot me badly

ik nothing i create will have a worthwhile impact because ive been creating my whole life and it never has. idk. im not a man im not in control of myself or anything. i dont want to be on here but i dont have anywhere else. i dont want to rb anything anymore. i just want to talk and hope someone listens. im not trans anymore. who cares.

the spirit is unwilling and the flesh it feels not so good also

Attempt at an (hyper?)specific poll:

Most cats (not all) you've named have food based names

Personalised your phone's call notification with an cartoon's music

Has studied in 5 different cities for high school and university

Gender dysphoric about 2ndary sexual characteristics but happy with the rest of birth body

Wrote an unfinished unshared unnamed >250k words story and translating it

Like setting the car's volume loud to feel the music's bass vibrations

Wrote most of your fics for a non-canon sapphic Disney ship

Spent most your summer jobs in fridges

On the phone, has never used Spotify but the VLC app

Main imaginary friend is a non-historically accurate historical figure

Several of those

None of those

Thanks for running this blog, mod H! Here's a piece of cake for you 🍰

* Gender dysphoric about 2ndary sexual characteristics but happy with the rest of birth body

Thanks for the cake. It was delicious 😋

I give obviously, blatantly preferential treatment to gay customers at my job. is that dark woke

writing job applications and thinking that perhaps I wasn't made for this world