she/her | bisexual aphrodite devotee | horror fan | this is my aesthetic side blog
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No one gets nemesis and hate-based relationships like V. E. Schwab. Nobody.
It's about the intimacy. It's about the knowing one another even if you don't like one another. It's about how respect doesn't necessarily soften into affection or friendliness. Or conversely, how the deeper the friendship, the more twisted the hate once it's corrupted. It's about your reflection being the most like you but also your polar opposite. It's about having someone who fits the negative space in your life like you fit theirs.
We need a new installment in this universe every couple of years, this is my mcu.
this diva's girlblog would've been insane
when i say i want princess treatment, i literally mean i want us to live in a gothic castle and wear pretty dresses and write love letters to each other.
PLEASE I NEED SOMEONE LIKE THIS
Unfortunately my idea of true love is complete codependence and a violent obsession for each other.
made a graveyard friend
fairyclub
Got my hands on an old camera, I feel so powerful. (featuring highlights from my bedroom :3 )
Soft love where you admire their beauty in the in between moments. Soft love where hold them from behind and smell their hair. Soft love where you give them a pretty flower you saw on the way home. Soft love in whispered ‘I love you’s just so they never forget.
i need someone to pet me and tell me i'll be okay like you would do for a cat.
i need a partner that lets me bite them to show affection.
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fuck this, i should've been born a nepo baby.
listen……. ‘my love’ is literally the strongest and greatest pet name in existence. there is literally nothin better than somone callin you that….. especially when things are soft and quiet and they look at you with utter adoration and whisper “what’s the matter, my love??” or “i hope everything is okay with you, my love” like oh my god?? let me marry you already
It’ll be ok tho
"Vampires" by Takato Yamamoto.
i either need a man that whimpers or a woman that'll choke me out. maybe both, i dunno.
new obsession: belly button piercings on boys
kate bush featured on top pop (tv), march 1978 ꩜
isn't it so weird how childhood trauma can turn into sexual preferences later in life? i used to get dragged by my hair and spanked and now i have to explain that i'm into that.
need to buy a polaroid camera so i can hang pictures of my friends on my mirror like a 2000s protagonist
i should be smoking weed in the forest with the spirits and fairies
for me personally, i've been improving my self image by focusing on things i do like despite being overly critical. like yes taking birth control for years has made me gain weight but at least my skin is clearer now. plus thick thighs are cute. and maybe i can be annoying with my habit of sending several texts at a time, but at least i'm showing people that i love that i care about them.
i need a partner who will hold me and stroke my hair and take their time when we have sex
“u attract what u fear” ahhh being the object of a vampire’s eternal desire so scary
Because of Re: Carmilla, I thought you all would enjoy my edition of Carmilla :
The holes go all the way through, the sides of the book are red, and on some pages the text is colored red just under the holes !
I was so happy when I found it in a little french bookshop specialized in queer texts ❤️