hear me out
currently reading chapter 206
"Why would he care about the people who tried to kill him? What about the people in his territory that were hurt because of them?"
All this /probably/ has some relation to actual situations he had in earth 1, very likely so
It might be as a result of his trauma the reactions to who is friend and who is foe are extremely intense. He will never friend those who hurt or attempted at hurting his close circle or underlings, it is most likely that the only end they will see is death, though how long till it comes depends on how long he will use them, his foes will never be friends. Ever.
yes unrequited love calberu but also hero x prince choiberu
Wrote a thing again:
Alberu & Cale Henituse, Alberu & Tasha
Alberu-centric (1883 words) <t rating>
Summary:
Alberu Crossman was used to living in an empty palace. There were servants, there were workers, knights, record keepers and mages, yet ultimately it was empty.
He was surrounded by undercover dark elves risking everything to help him, his aunt giving him unconditional love and support yet he still felt alone.
He wanted to make the future a better place but did not think himself worthy of existing in it. He learned and trained and did everything in his power to live up to the title of ‘crown prince’ and be better than everyone around him. After all, if he himself is not needed he just had to make his skills indispensable and earn his right to exist through them.
And then, he met Cale Henituse.
......
Or inspired by the stupid feeling when you wanna go home but you're already there, so now what? except it's Alberu and he found his home in the people around him
I wonder when Cale will have the conversation with Ron and Beacrox about his life as KRS. There’s always something standing in between that stops them from having that conversation!😭 I like how the Molan duo doesn’t press Cale about and are wanting for him to tell them. Knowing Cale’s personality he will info bomb them like he always does!🤣
did I say I literally love the misunderstandings of the novel with all my life??
cale henituse is a depressed bastard (we kind of been knew) am currently rereading the novel, so this time I noticed a tea symbolism, where the after the first time ron gave cale lemon tea and he drank it life's kind been giving cale lemons ever since. so of course it got me thinking more about the relationship between cale and ron and find that it would be interesting to study.
what kim rok soo observed of the relationship between og!cale and him was that ron didn’t have any particular like for cale, so could he as cale also operate under that or..?
Always thought of the idea that Cale, despite being oblivious to everything else, is actually extremely aware of his surroundings all the time.
And maybe this was discovered by the kids when they found out that he wouldn't get jump-scared no matter what they did (he tried to act scared for them but his stoic face couldn't quite convince anyone).
And everyone around him thinking how it must be some sort of trauma response to staying in the front lines of every battle ever.
(They aren't exactly wrong about the trauma part)
A subconscious habit developed as Kim Rok Soo, just another means to live another day.
But now, he lets himself space out for longer durations. Not observing his surroundings like a hawk and just, well, breathing.
And when he does blank out, he ends up flinching at almost every sound ever.
And that led to the belief that their vigilant Commander carries such a burden on his shoulders that he sometimes doesn't even notice his own family walking upto him (who are mostly trained individuals, or a traumatised high schooler, or two kittens–who all had to learn to walk stealthily just to survive, much like he once did).
Ironically, he always gets scared whenever Ron enters, even more so when he's already aware of the butler's presence.
The old man sometimes deliberately makes no noise when entering, just to see Cale flinching so hard and then acting nonchalant afterwards.
But Cale doesn't dislike it. Simply blanking out amidst this comforting safety that he had always wished for. With his family always beside him.
happy birthday to thebaddest 🧎♀️➡️🧎♀️➡️
Happy birthday, my Queen ❤️❤️❤️
note on describing mary's voice from the perspective of an in-universe character (who wouldn't know what a 'google translate' voice is)
“[a] child with a stiff voice ... [like] her vocal cords can no longer fluctuate.”
the implications? many, and all with great potential for fics.
Alternative version of og cale and og choi han's first meeting
supposed to be a wip account for #tcf stuff, currently rereading tscir and will occasionly post. no i have not read part 2
38 posts