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They should really lock those doors

btw last week on jp twitter they were goncharov-ing a detective conan movie into existence lmao

it all started because of this twitter user pointing out that the Osaka Expo 2025 venue looks like a setting out of a detco movie (x)

then someone fixed the color, added "original work by gosho aoyama", and voila (x)

and then people just kept adding on to it, here's a few more:

they got teaser art posters (1) (2) (3)

a movie logo (x)

and a movie poster ofc (x)

btw if you were wondering wtf that weird blob creature is, it's Osaka Expo 2025's mascot:

oh yeah someone also made a whole ass movie trailer (x)

and end credits too but i can't upload 2 videos so here's the link (x)

someone even made an agasa quiz lmao (x)

someone also brainrotted so hard they managed to gather hattori, kaitou kid, amuro, and akai all in one movie (x)

anyway, we've cracked the code. we can explode any place just by adding "original work by gosho aoyama" (x) (x)

deduction queen suzuki sonoko !

sketches + doodles + thoughts ⇣

outfit and layout was very inspired by the egg magazine. usually i lean towards realism and i dont really colour pieces but i think it turned out pretty nice （＾∇＾） eyes are still a weak point but i’ll figure it out eventually !

Missed drawing him 😭

first time drawing her hehe !!

Kaito and sunflowers 🌻

higuchi and tsujimura for the chara ask game <3 (- kavi/blackwaves. looks at my choice in characters and goes this may be an expected sign-off,)

hey kavi!!! 🫶 yes it’s very expected but i’m glad because i love talking about these girls

higuchi ichiyou - bsd

favorite thing about them: ohohoho. what if you devoted yourself entirely to someone for nothing in return. what if you were doomed to be drawn to each other and yet fundamentally incompatible i.e. akutagawa valuing devotion but resenting being protected/relying on others… higuchi desperate to understand the misunderstood and to fix those who are suffering but never getting that reassurance she needs that she’s Doing the Right Thing.

anyway. my favorite thing about her is the intensity of her emotion. the fact that akutagawa becomes more than just the object of her romantic feelings - he becomes her purpose, and this doesn’t even develop from mutual love. she keeps herself in constant danger in a place she doesn’t belong for it, because she’s in so deep that she’s not even looking out for him just out of affection anymore. he’s no longer just a crush, he’s what keeps her going. to give up on him would be to give up on herself. to me it’s a super compelling, almost a descent-into-madness kind of devotion that is even more delicious to me than the dazai-akutagawa fixation because for higuchi there are canonical romantic feelings and rose-colored glasses involved. she can justify the bad things he does not only because she wants to but because she has to. or else she has to confront her own stupidity

least favorite thing about them: the watering down of her character to tropes. the simultaneous demonization and infantilization of her by the fanbase. the way she’s made into more of an aggressor in her relationship with akutagawa than he is??????

favorite line: “It’s not easy to break away from the mafia, but it’s not impossible. The only reason I didn’t do it is…”

brOTP: i bet you all think i’m gonna say tachihara but no. atsushi #higuatsuBFFLs

OTP: higugin. tachihigugin. tachihigu. higusano. tsujihigu (new addition)

nOTP: re: my last post abt akutagawa. higuaku but because i like it in this very specific unrequited way that is rarely captured in fan content

random headcanon: she always wears a little anklet her sister made for her when they were younger. she also keeps cough drops, warm gloves, painkillers etc on her at all times. she tells herself she’s just covering all bases to pretend she isn’t hoping akutagawa will need one and it will prove that he needs her

unpopular opinion: uhh of course she’s hypervigilant and won’t leave akutagawa alone 😭 it’s her job to be responsible for the wellbeing of terminally ill man. if anything happened to him she’d have nothing left. besides even if she was keeping tabs on him solely for creepy reasons i wouldn’t particularly care #Sorry #LetWomenBeProblematic

song i associate with them: in my head - ariana grande AGHHHHHH. also waiting room by phoebe bridgers. and who’s gonna save u now? by rina sawayama for less depressing vibes

favorite picture of them: ❤️❤️❤️❤️

tsujimura mizuki - bsd

favorite thing about them: her relationship with her mother. her relationship with ayatsuji. her story, the fact that you can do everything right and try your absolutely hardest and sometimes it still won’t make things any easier. the (literal) shadows that she carries with her everywhere. her unwavering humanity in spite of it all.

least favorite thing about them: there is nothing i even remotely dislike about this woman

favorite line: “My soul was crying.” & “My heart was screaming. I knew the answer, and yet I couldn’t wrap my head around it.”

brOTP: chuutsuji!!!

OTP: hits myself on the head with frying pan. soutsuji oh my fucking god

nOTP: i don’t think i have one? i don’t ship ango/tsujimura but tbh i don’t know anyone who does

random headcanon: this is canon but i’m getting more specific about it. she’s a james bond fangirl. she has all the movie box sets & on blu-ray. there is a cutout of daniel craig in her bedroom and a poster of pierce brosnan on the wall

unpopular opinion: her (and ayatsuji) are not akuhigu clones or even remotely similar. there is no way you can read the entire gaiden novel and come to this conclusion. it’s the most crazy disservice to both dynamics i do not understand how so many people think this

song i associate with them: stealing class of 2013 from mocha. also. every girldriver song e.g bad girls by m.i.a., vroom vroom by charli xcx, joyride by kesha, shut up and drive by rihanna

favorite picture of them: please do not speak to me about any of these images

character ask game

small ayatsuji rant. i do wish gaiden gave us more insight into his inner turmoil which is of course difficult since the novel is mostly told from tsujimura’s pov, and she often struggles to make sense of him. but just know i’m always thinking about: his hatred of criminals + him being referred to throughout the story as a criminal and a murderer and worse + him running away and setting himself up to be executed in order to protect tsujimura from his ability (before he knew about the shadow child). which is absolutely about his love for tsujimura to me but it’s also about his self-hatred. because how can you believe a murderer is vile while also believing all lives are of equal meaning—or lack thereof—and you’ve taken many more than he has? how can you reassure yourself you’re a good person who deserves to live, when the only other person who thinks that is about to die at your hands?

anyway. this is all an excuse to talk about my headcanon of his and kyougoku’s backstory. with it being heavily hinted that they have a long & tumultuous history, i like to believe his resentment of kyougoku stems from something deeper — i.e. kyougoku taking him under his wing when ayatsuji was first shunned for his ability (i’m thinking around the time of that official art of ayatsuji as a child. you know the one). kyougoku also having an ability deemed “evil” and demonic and yet being a respected professor, researcher, neighbor. a beacon of hope that you can be a good person in spite of the ability fate handed to you. ayatsuji taking solace in that, just to notice the person he looks up to is always surrounded by mysterious deaths. always at the wrong place at the wrong time, but never conclusively enough to be held responsible. manipulating things behind the scenes. the betrayal of finding out your one hope that you aren’t the nature of your ability is desperate to manifest into one of the evil spirits he controls. if kyougoku did end up becoming a yokai in the end, then maybe you really are the god of death, the cold-blooded reaper, and always have been. maybe that hope of yours was futile from the beginning. and if that’s the case, then the least you can do is make sure your final act is saving a life, when all you’ve ever done is take it.