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Love drawing her ♥️
she/her | 20 | OP | DCMK | BSD
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All eyes on me いつのまにか deepfaker
(music. nisekao _ yama)
close-up!
This was fun to draw because I haven't tried drawing this type of expression yet. Also here's what I spent 30 minutes for no reason;
higuchi and tsujimura for the chara ask game <3 (- kavi/blackwaves. looks at my choice in characters and goes this may be an expected sign-off,)
hey kavi!!! 🫶 yes it’s very expected but i’m glad because i love talking about these girls
favorite thing about them: ohohoho. what if you devoted yourself entirely to someone for nothing in return. what if you were doomed to be drawn to each other and yet fundamentally incompatible i.e. akutagawa valuing devotion but resenting being protected/relying on others… higuchi desperate to understand the misunderstood and to fix those who are suffering but never getting that reassurance she needs that she’s Doing the Right Thing.
anyway. my favorite thing about her is the intensity of her emotion. the fact that akutagawa becomes more than just the object of her romantic feelings - he becomes her purpose, and this doesn’t even develop from mutual love. she keeps herself in constant danger in a place she doesn’t belong for it, because she’s in so deep that she’s not even looking out for him just out of affection anymore. he’s no longer just a crush, he’s what keeps her going. to give up on him would be to give up on herself. to me it’s a super compelling, almost a descent-into-madness kind of devotion that is even more delicious to me than the dazai-akutagawa fixation because for higuchi there are canonical romantic feelings and rose-colored glasses involved. she can justify the bad things he does not only because she wants to but because she has to. or else she has to confront her own stupidity
least favorite thing about them: the watering down of her character to tropes. the simultaneous demonization and infantilization of her by the fanbase. the way she’s made into more of an aggressor in her relationship with akutagawa than he is??????
favorite line: “It’s not easy to break away from the mafia, but it’s not impossible. The only reason I didn’t do it is…”
brOTP: i bet you all think i’m gonna say tachihara but no. atsushi #higuatsuBFFLs
OTP: higugin. tachihigugin. tachihigu. higusano. tsujihigu (new addition)
nOTP: re: my last post abt akutagawa. higuaku but because i like it in this very specific unrequited way that is rarely captured in fan content
random headcanon: she always wears a little anklet her sister made for her when they were younger. she also keeps cough drops, warm gloves, painkillers etc on her at all times. she tells herself she’s just covering all bases to pretend she isn’t hoping akutagawa will need one and it will prove that he needs her
unpopular opinion: uhh of course she’s hypervigilant and won’t leave akutagawa alone 😭 it’s her job to be responsible for the wellbeing of terminally ill man. if anything happened to him she’d have nothing left. besides even if she was keeping tabs on him solely for creepy reasons i wouldn’t particularly care #Sorry #LetWomenBeProblematic
song i associate with them: in my head - ariana grande AGHHHHHH. also waiting room by phoebe bridgers. and who’s gonna save u now? by rina sawayama for less depressing vibes
favorite picture of them: ❤️❤️❤️❤️
favorite thing about them: her relationship with her mother. her relationship with ayatsuji. her story, the fact that you can do everything right and try your absolutely hardest and sometimes it still won’t make things any easier. the (literal) shadows that she carries with her everywhere. her unwavering humanity in spite of it all.
least favorite thing about them: there is nothing i even remotely dislike about this woman
favorite line: “My soul was crying.” & “My heart was screaming. I knew the answer, and yet I couldn’t wrap my head around it.”
brOTP: chuutsuji!!!
OTP: hits myself on the head with frying pan. soutsuji oh my fucking god
nOTP: i don’t think i have one? i don’t ship ango/tsujimura but tbh i don’t know anyone who does
random headcanon: this is canon but i’m getting more specific about it. she’s a james bond fangirl. she has all the movie box sets & on blu-ray. there is a cutout of daniel craig in her bedroom and a poster of pierce brosnan on the wall
unpopular opinion: her (and ayatsuji) are not akuhigu clones or even remotely similar. there is no way you can read the entire gaiden novel and come to this conclusion. it’s the most crazy disservice to both dynamics i do not understand how so many people think this
song i associate with them: stealing class of 2013 from mocha. also. every girldriver song e.g bad girls by m.i.a., vroom vroom by charli xcx, joyride by kesha, shut up and drive by rihanna
favorite picture of them: please do not speak to me about any of these images
character ask game
dcmk fandom I need yall to hear me out for this one
I've always thought his cowlick reminded me of something. I finally figured out what it is.
Some devastating facts about abortion rights in Europe:
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Women in Hungary are forced by the law to listen to “the foetal heartbeat” before they can have an abortion.
The current law governing abortions in Germany was accepted during the Nazi regime. It is still referred to as “the Nazi law” by some movements.
In Italy, 80% of doctors refuse to perform an abortion. Plus, the government is financing movements that enter abortion clinics and harrass women who want to get an abortion.
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I always really want my friends to be as obsessed with my favourites ships as I am, but I just know that it will lead them to ao3 and they will figure out it is me writing some of those fics. Like I want to yap to more people but I also don’t want them to perceive me online like at all. It’s a very thin line to walk 😭
doodle break between other art stuff
it's been quite the week with a lot of personal things, but I'm trying to get back into the swing of things again. Thank you for your patience.
New Ayatsuji art-
🌍✨ A Voice from Gaza: Fighting for Hope ❤️🩹
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Our Journey So Far
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🏠 Safety: The uncertainty of tomorrow weighs heavily on us.
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