Hey 💌 I’m Saja — A Mother Trying To Hold Onto Hope Through Days That Feel Impossibly Heavy.

haibara and her ayumi shaped blind spot

the lamb cooking scene in gaiden>>>>

it’s so short but oml it’s so good 😭

I love sulking conan sm he's so funny to me❤️

This summarizes Detective Conan pretty well

I was gonna post these ages ago because I made the Ayatsuji one ages ago, but I wanted to post them together after I made the Tsujimura one. Anyway I wanted wallpapers of both characters and couldn’t find one image I wanted so I made these and thought someone else might like them too :)

Obviously none of the art is mine at all, I don’t take any credit for that, just the time it took to put these together <3 (if anyone wants the version without the little @clover1412 dm me! I don’t mind at all, just wanted to include it on the public post)

I made these to my phones dimensions so sorry if it doesn’t fit perfectly on anyone else’s T-T

lucy’s character arc really is everything to me. how am i ever supposed to get over her staking her happiness on the idea of being rescued and loved unconditionally by someone just for her to end up becoming the agency’s lifeline who saves them all over and over again. while asking for nothing in return. are you kidding

The next time I see a "Would you fall in love with me again" edit with Zelink...

(I'll just like it again and cry)

no because i seriously will never get over tsujimura’s mother. ordering her ability not to protect tsujimura, as would be the logical command, but to prevent tsujimura from ever being able to commit murder, and as a result making her immune to ayatsuji’s ability and therefore kyougoku’s plan. kyougoku was too busy playing psychological chess with his pissy blond student while this woman was running laps around the entire cast

We missed a golden opportunity for angst because of Toichi being dead but still being Yuusaku's brother

We could have Yuusaku having another good reason to help his son because his OWN BROTHER was killed by hitmen, and he doesn't want to go through that again.

We could also have Kaito having painful reminders of his dad being dead because Yuusaku's books and portraits everywhere. And vice versa with Yuusaku seeing Toichi in his son and nephew.

(And that's why Shinichi don't know they're related. Because of grief.)

Also, the implications of Vermouth and Yukiko being Toichi's pupils makes this whole mess more interesting. Toichi haunting the narrative.

I always really want my friends to be as obsessed with my favourites ships as I am, but I just know that it will lead them to ao3 and they will figure out it is me writing some of those fics. Like I want to yap to more people but I also don’t want them to perceive me online like at all. It’s a very thin line to walk 😭