En ce jour d’hiver.
mary oliver, “on meditating, sort of”
oh.my.gosh.
A Mirrored Ceiling and Gleaming Tile Floor Turn This Chinese Bookstore into an Immersive M.C. Escher-Style Illusion
the only validation you need is yourself. you know you’re that bitch and you don’t need anything or anyone else to remind you. and that’s on period.
Paul Rudd and Alicia Silverstone, Clueless (1995)
everyday we are closer to sweater weather and grey skies
long walks and museum visits in the fall >>>
oh purr
So many posts about femininity seem to focus on being poised and elegant and pulled together all the time and I'm over it. You can be feminine and messy, or loud, or chaotic. You don't need to be in a full face of makeup, a designer dress and heels all the time to be feminine.
You get to decide what femininity means for you and act accordingly.
Busy Yet Pretty
You know what you need to do to be successful, so just do it. Take the time to do it. Take the time to show up for yourself. No more excuses it’s time to start now. Create a plan and start fresh in the morning but remember a successful day starts the night before. It’s time for a new era that involves consistency, dedication and putting your all into every thing you do. I believe in you. Don’t be to hard on yourself though, remember to keep it balanced and realistic. 🤍
off duty model in paris ༄ؘ
nyfw
october 8, 2022.
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grades high, hair long
i can’t wait till its winter!!!!
Patrick Modiano, from In the Café of Lost Youth
Text ID: I have the feeling that anything is possible. The year begins in the month of October.
is that true?
Gorky Street [Tverskaya] in Moscow (1955)
i am so beautiful and so captivating. i’m addicted to myself.
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i love autumn so much! it’s the best season i feel my best in this weather. Like seriously it’s so warm and cozy even when it’s windy and chilly out. The whole season feels like a big hug. I’ve never been someone to celebrate halloween but this year i want to. i want to try my best to get outside, go on walks, hang out with my friends for once.
I want to feel the complete warmth of autumn it’s so sad how i always enjoy it alone at home; which isn’t always too bad i love watching shows/movies in the basement cuddled up in my blanket with hot chocolate or playing sims on a rainy day wearing my fuzzy hello kitty pajamas and drinking tea while i watch droplets on my window. it’s the BEST feeling. i love being alone and relaxed but i also love to go out and experience things, an adventure maybe; who cares.
i love being out with my friends—comfortable. Watching us in the moment as we laugh at the silliest things and walk around in our cute little coats pretending we’re the it girls of the town (which we are..as we should). i love seeing us excite over teenage girl things like a prom dress displayed at a window of a store at the mall or cute inanimate objects.
I just love to live in the moment i don’t always want to think of my future and worry about how i’m going to fend myself when i don’t have my parents to depend on ive decided i will deal with future things in the future (but it never hurts to have a plan). This is autumn i want to live it like it’s my last.
Anok Yai arriving at the BoF 500 gala wearing Del Core FW22 dress
Stick by your word and stand firm with your boundaries. Don’t allow people to poke, probe, and push your limits, boundaries, and no zones after you told them not to. Don’t be fooled, all people need is one warning to get the memo that something is off limits, but no one will respect a person who is all talk and no action. Put action behind your words, no one will take your words seriously if you don’t, empty threats get you nowhere. People only continue trying you when they know/think they can get away with it. Say it with me, first times a warning, second times a done deal. Don’t disrespect yourself by going against your boundaries and personal code.
welcome, this is where i will be doing it all. This is where i will embrace everything i’ve ever loved and have been to shy to do and embracing a new part of me that will be the forever me.
i’m a senior in highschool and i’ve been suppressing for a long time and i think it’s time to stop.
i’m blogging everything from fashion, books, emotions, men(?), music, k-drama, celebrities, manifestation, language, and MORE!
i’m embracing every part of me; my new found confidence, motivation, interests, and everything i’ve been too scared to let out. Call it narcissism, or being delusional i don’t care anymore i will get where i want to be and be the baddest, most improved version of myself.
i’m tired of being insecure about things people have pointed out about me (when i literally never cared in the first place), things i really like but everyone hates, and things thats i should never hate about my self. i’m tired of belittling myself . to walk into a room and feel secure. i love me and i dont want the real me to slip away completely.
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Thank you in advance for joining my journey and i hope it helps you all in some way too!