I Wasn't Aware Of This One, So I'm Trying To Spread The Word.

missing an old favorite recently

this crosses my blog today of all days,,,, as i begin my annual autumn rewatch….

Rewatching jrwi the fated cause it's been a few years. I miss the absolute chaos that was the first video.

nice forearms and nicer staff!

19 is such an unromantic age for spring. in winter it’s all well and good, it serves like an overcoat and scarf. it coats all embarrassment about who you are in a thick layer of frost and ennui- so what if i’m boring. winter serves as a modifier to the shame of being boring while young. it’s winter, i’m 19, light my cigarette about it. but in spring? and, god forbid, summer? it seems almost chaste, as a number. to be 18 in summer was monumental, a symbol of incredible, defining freedom, a maidenhead and a maiden voyage all at once, even if i knew as i was 18 that it was humiliating to be 18. but 19? in spring? that winter ennui is remaining even now that the frosts are melting. how horrifically embarrassing it is to be 19 in spring! hustler and virgin all in one. i don’t even like good music.

situationship so bad i started neglecting my schoolwork to write fanfic again

FATED SPOILERS:

random hot take: i think bra’axi, as much as we all love it, would not have made a good match until post canon. we can see bra’ad slowly getting more in touch with the others and himself, getting character arcs away from ob’nock’shai, joining the storyteller, becoming more comfortable as himself, developing morals and loyalty and generally evolving as a character. taxi, conversely, never gets that arc for himself.

(probably because his character development is tied to oriana and jared refuses to give female characters depth. cough misogyny cough.)

so i think we need to see the fated post-ungaroe, with new paths and levels and ideas and wants and development, and then bra’axi could work because it’s two people in a new world looking to better themselves and Be Gay Together

baby tee that says “future rent boy” and it’s on a 6’3 fat jacked diesel mechanic who’s actively lighting his third cigarette of the hour

who wanna read a play i wrote its real sad and horrible and i wrote it in six hours and it’s perfect and divine

Haruhi Fujioka!

yeah ok this sounds fun

we're going to have an OLDER BROTHER summer. we will be drinking MONSTER. we will be LIFTING WEIGHTS. we will be ignoring our MOM. we will be surviving off of CHIPS and NOODLES. we will NOT be SHOWERING. we will only be putting on AXE DEODORANT. we will be bothering PRETTY WOMEN and getting REJECTED. OLDER BROTHER SUMMER !!