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top weird girl canon events:

listening to Lana for the first time

7th grade winter break

being told you’re “an old soul” and “mature for your age”

hating your dad at one point

reading no longer human for the first time

obsessing over a girl you have no chance with

getting bullied by the “popular boys”

counting calories at 12

watching girl interrupted for the first time

feeling like a lost dog in friend groups

i cant live without them

body dysmorphia core

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I'm very happy that it has grown so much

"yeah my weekend was crazy"

pink matching set, freshly washed hair and a glass of ice water

top five best female experiences:

1. ovulation

2. smelling good cologne that matches the face

3. tanning

4. seeing biceps

5. smiling at a girl and she smiles back

i love being a little freak on tumblr nobody can stop me

🎀✨ Dum dum ✨🎀

I live in the wasteland

Don’t eat, it’s easier than counting calories.

Don’t eat, then you can’t gain weight.

Don’t eat, you’ll save money.

Don’t eat, you’re not hungry anyway.

Just don’t eat.

All I need is -5kg

Is it too much to ask for??

100 Reasons To Be Th1n

⭒ To always be cold

⭒ To know anything being said about me behind my back is out of envy

⭒ To be too small to find anything at a store

⭒ To have people worry

⭒ To have people be jealous

⭒ To be able to wear bracelets as garters

⭒ To make him touch me gently

⭒ To make people think I’ll break

⭒ To never have to cover myself

⭒ To never be shamed for not looking put together

⭒ To feel my bones hit against each other

⭒ To change the dosage

⭒ To never hit fat

⭒ To always turn heads

⭒ To be able to say “I guess its just my metabolism” when asked how I stay thin

⭒ To never have gaps on button downs

⭒ To always be the smallest in a room

⭒ To never be offered someones leftover

⭒ To say “lets get something to share” and only eat 2 bites

⭒ To never feel greedy when eating at a function

⭒ To have a hunger high 24/7

⭒ To always feel my heartbeat

⭒ To never have to hide what I eat

⭒ To say yes to going out for food without feeling like a pig

⭒ To have people ask “are you sure you dont want something to eat” out of concern instead of malice

⭒ To be called fat as a joke and know its a joke

⭒ To have a hollow face

⭒ To always be hydrated

⭒ To make people think I eat clean

⭒ To feel the fat leaving my body every time I breathe

⭒ To never spill out of jeans

⭒ To always need a belt

⭒ To have tshirts fall off my shoulder

⭒ To look thin even in big clothes

⭒ To make everything around me look bigger

⭒ To move without a sound

⭒ To blackout

⭒ To be a lightweight

⭒ To be told to eat a burger

⭒ To be told I need help

⭒ To be told im beautiful

⭒ To feel beautiful

⭒ To actually accept compliments

⭒ To never feel like people are being nice to prove a point

⭒ To never think someone is being nice to laugh at me later

⭒ To walk away from any argument knowing they’re the bigger person

⭒ To never be asked out on a dare

⭒ To never be ignored by a group of guys

⭒ To make him concerned about my health

⭒ To be lightheaded

⭒ To see stars everywhere

⭒ To never want to sleep

⭒ To focus everything on school

⭒ To redefine what food is to me

⭒ To be in control of my health, mind, and body

⭒ To never wonder if Im being excluded because Im fat

⭒ To never be the one taking the group photo

⭒ To never make a boxspring creak

⭒ To never sweat

⭒ To walk slow and enjoy it

⭒ To breathe deeper

⭒ To love being outside

⭒ To never wondering if an outfit looks good or not

⭒ To train myself to never need to look at a nutrition label

⭒ To be able to wear everything I thrift

⭒To never be worried that im bring judged for what im eating

⭒ To always hurt

⭒ To never need makeup

⭒ To never need s*x

⭒ To never think an outfit would look better on someone else

⭒ To have my bones dig into everything

⭒ To barely raise the water in the bathtub

⭒ To never feel hot in the shower

⭒ To wrap my hands around my waist

⭒ To never drop a deuce lol

⭒ To say “do you want a cookie?” in an argument and someone get mad

⭒ To be on peoples minds

⭒ To shrink my stomach

⭒ To be so hungry that I dont know what it feels like to feel hungry

⭒ To always decline food

⭒ To be allowed to be picky

⭒ To never feel greedy

⭒ To save money

⭒ To make people kind to me

⭒ To make people think I hate junk food

⭒ To never need to step on a scale

⭒ To never purge

⭒ To never binge

⭒ To have more room on a plane seat

⭒ To never be judged for having a soda

⭒ To never need to be weighed at a water/amusement park

⭒ To never get stares of disgust

⭒ To never be though of as low brow

⭒ To be able to walk though a thin barred fence

⭒ To never worry if anything will break under me

⭒ To never worry that my old clothes will rip

⭒ To use less soap

⭒ To feel clean

⭒ To feel euphoric

⭒ To feel like who Im supposed to be

i spend one day thinking my body is cute and then hate it the rest of the days lol.

Seeing how baggy my previously tight clothes have gotten, getting excited, and then going in front of the mirror nak3d and still looking like my SW.

reasons why I'm locking in

being able to take bikini pics

not being afraid to change in front of people

no more hearing fat jokes

being able to fit into my friends clothes

looking good from any angel

not feeling my thighs rub together

always having leftovers from meals

being able to wear rings without being disgusted by my f@t fingers

hoodies & shirts sitting on me perfectly

Just learned another girl in my class has an ed and I’ve never been so fucking triggered because she’s so much skinnier than me and now it’s a competition even if she doesn’t know I exist