Just learned another girl in my class has an ed and I’ve never been so fucking triggered because she’s so much skinnier than me and now it’s a competition even if she doesn’t know I exist
thought a little too hard about it and now i have tears in my eyes and i feel physically ill
st4rving is hard, but being f4t is harder.
need a fwb... father with benefits
all of these things have shaped me into who i am today
my baby lives in shades of cool
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✄ 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝟶𝚜𝚎 𝚠𝟹𝟷𝚐𝚑𝚝 (𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗)
✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ .
~ to feel confident in a bikini
~ not having to stress constantly about how you look in a bikini
~ you’ll sweat less
~ your thighs finally won’t chafe
~ you’ll be able to wear cute outfits
~ being able to enjoy summer for once
~ you’ll be able to buy the smallest bikini w out checking if it fits
~ your arms won’t look blg in tank tops
~ you’ll be comfy wearing crop tops
~ you’ll make everyone who doubted you jealous by showing off your progress
~ being able to swim everyday
~ enjoying vacation instead of hating yourself
~ wont have to stress about if you’ll fit in roller coaster restraints
~ you can wear soo many cute bikinis
~ move thru fair and festival crowds easier
~ have others envious of how you look in a bikini
~ you’ll be able to wear super cute mini low waisted jean shorts
~ you’ll be able to borrow all of your friends clothes
~ you’ll be judged less
~ you won’t have back f@t that the strings of your bikini squishes
me after ghosting tumblr for days
the goal for tomorrow is to only eat the healthier options i have, other than that just gum