“Can I not be hungry” I ask my eating disorder. “FUCK YOU” said my eating disorder who was actually the fuck you guy.
why won’t he reply ??
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I can't be anorexic silly! I'm fat!
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the anxiety before a morning weigh-in is diabolical
i keep like, stopping what i'm doing to play with my tits bc they feel so fucking good and my nipples are so so hard and sensitive today and I keep getting so distracted and playing with my tits I just can't help it then Im like oh shit I'm doing something but it just keep s distracting me bc it feels sooo good
pink matching set, freshly washed hair and a glass of ice water
This will be my year, this year I reach my lowest