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reasons why I'm locking in

being able to take bikini pics

not being afraid to change in front of people

no more hearing fat jokes

being able to fit into my friends clothes

looking good from any angel

not feeling my thighs rub together

always having leftovers from meals

being able to wear rings without being disgusted by my f@t fingers

hoodies & shirts sitting on me perfectly

weight loss tip: just stop caring about food

ik it’s hard AF because all we do is think about food BUT if you trick your brain into believing you don’t care about it, it’s a lot easier to restrict since ur apetite goes away

how i do it:

- don’t plan my meals too much

- don’t think about what i’ll eat in the future

- all this is accomplished through gas lighting myself

- i pretty much just repeat to myself “i don’t really care” anytime i go to eat

- “not caring about something” means you don’t really want it, you don’t care if it’s there, you even prefer if it’s not because it’s just an annoying task

- the non planning thing makes choosing what i’ll eat overwhelming, so i just give up 💀

- i distract myself, i go do something else

- this works if you don’t care about health, macros and shit like that! you’ll probably not be getting a lot of nutrition, this is something a lot of junkorexics do

- this also works better if you have good knowledge about how many calories everything has, since ur not pre-planning

idk if any of this made sense but yea

top five best female experiences:

1. ovulation

2. smelling good cologne that matches the face

3. tanning

4. seeing biceps

5. smiling at a girl and she smiles back

“You’re so funny 😆 !”

Thank you! My idea of a good time is scrolling thru pics of underweight girls and comparing myself to them!

Seeing how baggy my previously tight clothes have gotten, getting excited, and then going in front of the mirror nak3d and still looking like my SW.

When I isolated myself so others wouldn’t have to witness me destroying myself, but now i’m more alone than ever.

going back to 3d tumblr after "recovering"

✄ 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝟶𝚜𝚎 𝚠𝟹𝟷𝚐𝚑𝚝 (𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚎𝚛 𝚎𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗)

✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　⁺ 　 . ✦ . 　

~ to feel confident in a bikini

~ not having to stress constantly about how you look in a bikini

~ you’ll sweat less

~ your thighs finally won’t chafe

~ you’ll be able to wear cute outfits

~ being able to enjoy summer for once

~ you’ll be able to buy the smallest bikini w out checking if it fits

~ your arms won’t look blg in tank tops

~ you’ll be comfy wearing crop tops

~ you’ll make everyone who doubted you jealous by showing off your progress

~ being able to swim everyday

~ enjoying vacation instead of hating yourself

~ wont have to stress about if you’ll fit in roller coaster restraints

~ you can wear soo many cute bikinis

~ move thru fair and festival crowds easier

~ have others envious of how you look in a bikini

~ you’ll be able to wear super cute mini low waisted jean shorts

~ you’ll be able to borrow all of your friends clothes

~ you’ll be judged less

~ you won’t have back f@t that the strings of your bikini squishes

“Maintaining is better than gaining!”

I say as I roll back and forth in my padded cell