I’m Sure This Isn’t An Uncommon Sentiment, But I Find That, Even As A Wild, Non-domesticated Animal,

I’m sure this isn’t an uncommon sentiment, but I find that, even as a wild, non-domesticated animal, I am (somewhat) glad to have experienced human society.

Don’t get me wrong, I would have loved to be born like my theriform counterparts. I would have loved living as a bird, surviving as one. It pains me that I do not. I long for the anatomy that was never granted to me and the life I feel I was destined for.

But human society has given me knowledge. I might not know how the world looks with shades of UV, but I’m aware of the electromagnetic spectrum. I might not have a hooked beak to tear into my food, but I’ve learnt how muscles work. I would do so much for the chance to fly with my own wings, but at least I know how an airfoil can generate lift. I am able to read books, visit Natural History museums, access the wondrous internet. Human society has satiated my curiosity, stoked it even, and I enjoy knowing what we’ve managed to puzzle out from our world.

It’s also granted me relationships, with both humans and otherwise. One wouldn’t expect a kestrel to wind up with a vulpix, but alas, I love my girlfriend so, so much. My best friend is equally important to me; I don’t think I’d be as happy going to school without her. I also have the internet — those I’ve conversed on here, on Discord. It’s amazing how I’ve managed to meet others with experiences similar to mine! Kestrels are mostly solitary birds, and while I’d have been happy with that life, I do not regret knowing these wonderful people.

As right as it’d feel, living the way a non-human should, there’s a degree of privilege that comes with appearing human-like. It is a misfortune that I, an avian, have found myself in, but it is not the worst fate that could befall me. Not with what it has brought to me.

I can sympathise with the want to separate yourself from it all, and to exist as you were meant to, but there are some things I know I will miss.

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3 months ago

would you consider doing wallpaper requests? i saw the ones you made and they're gorgeous!

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thank you!

you know what, yeah, i‘ll do that. I‘ll just need an animal or creature or whatever else and a theme. Wether you want like quotes or sayings and if yes, if you already have some in mind just tell me! oh, and if you want it to be a phone or desktop/tablet wallpaper

(Also, I can’t quite promise when it will be ready depending on my motivation sometimes randomly disappearing..)

3 months ago

so i recently found out / realised that i’m also a bird or something? Not quite sure yet what, but i’m trying to figure it out rn. The first thing that made me realise was that i randomly had phantom wings, completely unprompted. anyway, so far into today i’ve been phantom shifted basically the entire time and here are some things i’ve noticed.

first, when i close my eyes my "arms" become my wings and i’m just like a normal bird. When i open them my wings are attached to my back and i’m generally more like the typical avian-hybrid humanoid.

My feathers are brown with some pattern but i cant exactly pinpoint what pattern.

also, i can look into the mirror shifted without feeling really uncomfortable / disphoric and i can almost see my wings. Like, not actually but i know exactly where they should be in my mirror image and it doesnt make me feel weird.

and i dont like being touched on my back. It just feels very wrong.

i’m still pretty new to phantom shifts and everything cause i only really accepted and started embracing me being not being human like two or so months ago (even though i knew for far longer) so all of this is still mostly very exciting.


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1 month ago
T I M E S I N K

T I M E S I N K


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1 month ago

Let’s Draw Wings

I’ve gotten the question/request of how I draw wings lots and lots so I’ve decided to make a dedicated post!

Now…I’m no master, but I have found a way that I like to draw wings that’s efficient for me. There three main points: 

References

Simplification

Texture Management

First of all - References

My favorite wing reference of all time is this post by Jenn on Twitter. I have both the images saved but I use the Wing Shapes one, below, alllllll the time. Like for real all the time!

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I also keep pretty extensive collections of wing photo reference. When I’m having trouble, I’ll trace a few or do studies to get back into the swing of things. Here are links to my Pinterest boards:

Broadwing Reference (passive soaring and high-speed)

Longwing Reference (active soaring)

Shortwing Reference (elliptical and hovering)

Secondly - Simplification

When I sketch wings, I simplify Jenn’s diagram even further -

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For me, the key to drawing wings is simplifying the wing down - from the structure to the feathers - the goal for me is to be able to draw them quickly and have the proper information conveyed. It needs to look like a wing in the base sketch. If it doesn’t, no amount of rendering and extra feathers will help. I like to break the wing into the three main moving parts. The orange is one part, then the purple contains two main chunks feathers that you can group together and move as their own parts. 

On top of that, I like to think of wings like a sheet of paper. They can bend and fold in on themselves, with the orange meaty bits anchoring everything together. 

Lastly - Texture

I like to call wings “texture monsters”. Feathers are hard to manage and can easily make wings look over-busy and muddy. Just like before, I break the wing into chunks so I can spend less time drawing the wing and it’s feathers:

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Then you can put it all together and push things further -

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So yeah this is how I throw wings together! The wings I draw aren’t super technical or detailed, but I what matters for me is that they look and feel like believable wings at a glance -

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~ Larn

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2 months ago

more birdsy stuff;

so i’m definitely an avian hybrid thingy (you know, bird legs, wings, feathers and tail but still humanoid) but i might also be a bird therian? like i can very much see myself as a bird, especially falcons or similar birds and parakeets or similar birds, so maybe something like a cladotherian bird? Idk


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3 months ago

Intro post :3 🐋

You can call me Cosmo, I use any pronouns.

my ask box is open and anyone is welcome to use it, i would love getting to know some other alter-/nonhumans!

(This is a sideblog, so I‘ll like and follow from a different one) 🪶

I am currently still a minor, so just. please don’t be weird. Absolutely nothing nsfw please, i don’t like it.

I’m a bird (multiple, not sure) and orca therian, also avian (“fictional” species) alterhuman, as well as cat hearted. 🐈

tags I’ll use: #cosmo chirps - avian/bird stuff #cosmo purrs - cat stuff #cosmo clicks - orca stuff

(I’ll edit this post when necessary)

doodle of avian me:

A yellow-ish, low contrast doodle of an avian hybrid with a neutral expression. They have shoulder length fluffy hair, bird legs, wings, tail feathers, feathers going over their cheeks and shoulders as well as going out from their wrists up their arms. They also have clawed fingers, are wearing shorts, a tank top with stars and the bird-leg equivalent of those socks without toes or heels.
Their right wing is stretched out, their left one is folded in.

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3 months ago
Somethin Small I Did Based On Some Feelings And How My Brain Refuses To See Ourselves As Human In Any
Somethin Small I Did Based On Some Feelings And How My Brain Refuses To See Ourselves As Human In Any

somethin small i did based on some feelings and how my brain refuses to see ourselves as human in any way.


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3 weeks ago
Pressed Flower Wings~

Pressed Flower Wings~

Spring is here and everything is blooming around me. I just wanna paint flowers everyday


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1 month ago
Made This For Oomf But You Can Have It Too. A Little Breakdown Of My Process With Bird Wings If Anyone

made this for oomf but you can have it too. a little breakdown of my process with bird wings if anyone finds it useful


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1 month ago
Killer Whales Hunting Herring (BBC, Blue Planet II)
Killer Whales Hunting Herring (BBC, Blue Planet II)
Killer Whales Hunting Herring (BBC, Blue Planet II)
Killer Whales Hunting Herring (BBC, Blue Planet II)

Killer whales hunting herring (BBC, Blue Planet II)


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