“I desire violently, and I wait.”
— Anais Nin
smoked the type of weed that makes you accept that there will always be beauty and pain in everything, and the only thing you can do about it is welcome their co-existence
One weird experience of transitioning is failing at ur assigned gender role the whole time and everyone constantly deriding you for it but then u come out and it's like we lost a beautiful gender conforming warrior today. Must grieve for my wonderful child who pissed me off by being ugly and weird since day 1
Suns out. flowers are blooming. birds are chirping. yaoi shit is happening to me. maybe it'll all be ok
Everyone is rightfully tired of my shit I wish I could curl up into a little ball and shrink until I disappear
Everyday is a loop I’m tweaking
And I’m too stagnant to do anything about it
Whatever we ball
Augh dude everything is so exhausting I’m so tired of this
hi guys something tells me that maybe against all odds, we will be ok