be kind to yourself ♡
“No-one will love you exactly the way you want them to. You just have to let them do their best.”
— Unknown
It’s so over dude
My stomach is sick this feeling is back and last years patterns are haunting me
To want and be wanted
Maybe I do need to chill out
seek familiarity in the warmth of ichor on your gelid, gelid skin
did they tell you that this world was meant for you?
or did they carve crosses in your chest, caving in your sternum?
did they tell you tales of falsified salvation, of cruel righteousness?
of eternal damnation at the blade of atheistic refutation?
seek answers in the warmth of ichor on your gelid, gelid skin
discover the world that lives to be your oyster
find redemption in the splendor of your existence
survive to lead the legacy of passion and absolution
learn to believe in the warmth of ichor on your gelid, gelid skin
seek divinity in mortality, find divinity beneath your hardened shell
seek divinity where it seeks you
Värmland, Sweden (December 22, 2023).
My eyes sting from crying I just want to sleep
I live for passion bro
Genuinely I love the art of passion with my whole heart. To love, or be so devoted to something that is makes your whole body light up with the spur of the soul, is so intimate and so, so beautiful.
For a long time I thought passion lied in romantic relationships, but as I grow older I realize that it is so much bigger than that. Romance is not even in the forefront of my passion. However, I do love passionately. I love my friends, I love my family, I love the arts, and I love them so, so intensely. My drive for life is simply my passion for connection, and learning more about myself and the world around me.
I love everything I think. And I am so grateful for the opportunity to be able to do so.