Countthefighters - Chris

Everyone is rightfully tired of my shit I wish I could curl up into a little ball and shrink until I disappear

Is it normal to miss people the way I do

fuckkkv💔

why does everything make me feel so bad aughh

“And at my own suggestion, I will ask no questions”

it should be socially acceptable to roll around on the ground groaning in pain . it wouldnt help get rid of the pain but i would feel a little better about it

catching myself lying again

the reality of my impurity bleeds through the screen of my irreproachable facade

is this who i really am?

running from my own life now

i'm really turning some time

looking up to the sky for something

i may never find

when sylvia plath said, “i need a father, i need a mother, i need some older wiser being to talk to. i talk to god but the sky is empty.” and when oscar wilde said, “a burnt child loves the fire.” and when frank bidart said, “memory is punishment.” and when