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some mr todd wisdom for the blr
“recognition vs knowledge” - mr todd
preaching about how our brain teaches us to recognize something and send out happy chemicals when we do and it’s the same ones that get sent out when you actually KNOW it. it’s one thing to recognize it’s a whole other thing to know it and be able to teach it. AMEN MR TODD AND MS FUNDY B I NEED AFTER SCHOOL PEP AND KNOWLEDGE TALKS EVERYDAY.
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me when it’s Lowkey in my head
need to believe in the positive more fr
on friends and soulmates and that type of love that feels like it's going to burst right out of your heart
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I’ve lost so much of my fervor for life in such a short amount of time, and I was already grasping at straws for hope.
I find myself feeling so devastatingly numb and defeated, and if I don’t feel anything, I feel everything that’s wrong with me. Something happened these past few weeks, something set off something inside of me, but I have no idea what could have caused this.
I still love those around me, I will to the grave, however I am so exhausted. I’m trying so hard, and I’ve completely given up at the same time.
I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know
What I’d give to feel anything but this
I’m waiting for a savior that will never come
I wish Jesus was real so badly
I live for passion bro
Genuinely I love the art of passion with my whole heart. To love, or be so devoted to something that is makes your whole body light up with the spur of the soul, is so intimate and so, so beautiful.
For a long time I thought passion lied in romantic relationships, but as I grow older I realize that it is so much bigger than that. Romance is not even in the forefront of my passion. However, I do love passionately. I love my friends, I love my family, I love the arts, and I love them so, so intensely. My drive for life is simply my passion for connection, and learning more about myself and the world around me.
I love everything I think. And I am so grateful for the opportunity to be able to do so.
one day i will live in a house without slamming doors, angry men, and stinging words
one day
when sylvia plath said, “i need a father, i need a mother, i need some older wiser being to talk to. i talk to god but the sky is empty.” and when oscar wilde said, “a burnt child loves the fire.” and when frank bidart said, “memory is punishment.” and when
“Human relationships are strange. I mean, you are with one person a while, eating and sleeping and living with them, loving them, talking to them, going places together, and then it stops”
— Charles Bukowski
i wish i could take all of my friends pain away
if only they knew that despite all odds there is always a glimmer of hope that shines within their souls. perhaps from stardust, or maybe just sheer beauty.
either way i hope with everything in me that we will be okay, because they deserve to be okay.
i love my friends so much
i should just change my name to paper tiger at this point