It Breaks My Heart Knowing There Are So Many Beautiful Souls Out There Questioning Their Worth Because

Thinking about kissing a guy.. And I'm also a guy...

i wish i had a dadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddsaddddddd

(hes alive, just shitty)

fear of rejection be making me act CRAAAAZYY

digital painting I did of my boyfriend and I a while back. he is my world

feeling a bit silly today

trying to empathize w/ your mom and understanding the hardships she went through and how much she loved you

vs.

remembering

I always try comforting myself with the “fact” that someday there’s going to be someone who will love me with all my flaws and cherish me and take care of me as I deserve.Atleast that’s the lie I tell myself everyday to get thru everything but in reality I know I could never be in a relationship because I’m unloveable,I’m too hard to handle and not enough at the same time, I could never trust someone ever again I dont want to cuz they’re going to put a knife in my back AGAIN,AGAIN and AGAIN.