I hate it when people ask me if I'm feeling something. Are you excited? Nervous? What do you want to watch? Do you wanna do something? Are you relieved now that it's over? Happy that you graduated? Proud to have achieved so much?
The answer is literally no. I have dysthymia, I do not care about anything nor have I for a long time. There is no point to anything so why would I have feelings related to something being important?
Thanks for reminding me that I'm empty inside though. Now I feel depressed about that so I guess I do have feelings after all. It's sure nice to graduated BSc and feel only sadness because you're not feeling happy about it.
tryna >:3 my way into getting other trans dudes to dominate me
I don't feel like I exist in reality if no one notices me. But relying on people's approval is never a good idea.
*having sex* w-wait... *opens closet, pulls out rope* I was going to use this to kms but like hey *ties u up*
I wish
Or maybe home is just two arms wrapped around you when you're at your worst.
the heart dropping and breaking feeling in your chest + an indescribable amount of rage immediately when you feel even slightly jealous <<<<
“absence makes the heart grow fonder”
absence makes me want to kms
BPD culture is "I'm not jealous but what do you mean you have other friends??? You're my only friend, that's not fair."
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