I envy selfish people. Do you know how exhausting it is to always worry about other people and their feelings even if it’s at your own expense?
splitting is just
no one will ever get to know me like you. you never even knew me at all. i don’t want to see you again. i miss you more than you’d understand. let me give you everything you need. why do you only take from me? i wish we could go back to how we were. it didn’t mean anything to me. you’re my world. i fucking hate you. maybe i’ve been the problem. all you do is fucking tear me apart. the distance has been hard on me. i’m thriving without you here. i know you always care. you don’t even think of me.
i need to pull a boy close by his belt loops and kiss him so hard he sees stars
been feeling like this bitch lately
When boys get tired and they're all sleepy and sweet and it's so cute holy shit
i wish i had a dadddddddddddddddddddddddddddddsaddddddd
(hes alive, just shitty)
trying not to get attached
sometimes i just sit and think. wow i should end my life