Mom Said It’s My Turn To Be Ached For, To Have Someone Feel A Stab Of Hunger For Me, To Feel Nourishment

computer show me men with wet spots in their underwear. men making a mess in their boxers. men gasping and panting. men pressing their thighs together. men with trembling hands and sweat beading on their neck. men with warm, sweet skin between their thighs. men twitching. computer. computer can you hear me.

It happened again.

I got excited over a few text messages.

And then,

They stopped.

Honestly,

What did I think would happen.

what if we were tussling and roughhousing and it suddenly got more intense. what if we went harder and harder at it until our noses are bloodied and chests were heaving and we separated with ragged breaths, checking over ourselves for damage. but then what if we catch each other staring, what if we start to reach for each other with shaking, exhausted arms. what if we kissed, tasted each other’s blood on our lips and tongues

In every kind man I see what would’ve been.

this might not be relatable at all but like. is there any other trans masc who isnt *nearly* as dysphoric without clothes as they are with?

cus like. if i look at myself shirtless its kinda like. yeah obviously i wish i had a flat chest but its like oh well i can deal with this for now.

but when im wearing clothes and you can see my chest with them on???? even if im wearing a binder?? i feel like ripping my hair off and do diy top surgery with the nearest sharp object i can find

I made a free Valentine's Day card you can print and fold to give to a loved one!!!🐈♥️💌

(link here!)

*having sex* w-wait... *opens closet, pulls out rope* I was going to use this to kms but like hey *ties u up*

Growing up with an absent father is all funny haha daddy issues until it’s one of those rage filled nights of sobbing wondering why he would subject you to this.