Crazzyyyramblings - Crazy

I love hearing boys ramble about shit I do NOT understand. You are so hot when you are incoherent. I’m glad you make sense to you though.

trying to empathize w/ your mom and understanding the hardships she went through and how much she loved you

vs.

remembering

i hate when men are funny and kind and smart and silly and caring and pretty. stop it dude you're ruining my sleep schedule.

normalize having favorites. in fact, normalize me being your favorite. normalize loving me more than you’ve ever loved anyone else. please please please please please please

when is it my turn to get taken cared of? im tired of always providing but never receiving…

"Scratch that. I want to be loved. I want her to love me."

INTRODUCTION, I Would Leave Me If I Could, Halsey

“absence makes the heart grow fonder”

absence makes me want to kms

computer show me men with wet spots in their underwear. men making a mess in their boxers. men gasping and panting. men pressing their thighs together. men with trembling hands and sweat beading on their neck. men with warm, sweet skin between their thighs. men twitching. computer. computer can you hear me.

I don't know why I'm expected to be a normal, functioning person when everyone around me tried their hardest to stop me from being one.