I Wait For You

hes soooo and he makes me feel sooooo and he looks sooooo and hes just. just sooooooo

long therapy waiting list said “Maybe…be a little sicker next time???!!!”

I just want to be soft, please just let me be soft.

I know I am being obsessive. I know I am truly not anything special to you.

I also know I can’t stop myself from being overly invested in an FP that may not ever feel anything for me.

I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

i think I bother everyone by being alive

I wish i could have a normal crush... but no, my brain wants to worship every little detail of you until it drives me insane

They aren't going to apologise.

They aren't going to see all the hurt they inflicted.

Nothing you say, will cause change.

To protect yourself, realise that.

That person who seeks retribution, time and love.

Won't ever receive it.

I dont say this to be mean.

I say this to save you from further pain.

Trust me, I tried.

love getting ghosted 🤗🤗🤗

who else mourning the person they could've been if they were treated kindly as a child