the intimacy of knowing what someone's hands feel like
Doesn't matter how much effort I put in, right? It's hard to love me.
feeling a bit silly today
in bed with a boy whos sleepily yapping away about his nerdy little interest while you hold him so so tightly and hold your ear up to his beating heart. its going a little faster than usual
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"Youโre so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
Why am I always going out of my way to be loved? Canโt I just be loved as is?
it's so fucked up that you could just eat a micro sd card
People when someone with bpd starts showing symptoms of a literal personality disorder that canโt be romanticized: ๐ฎ ๐ก
having a crush is so embarrassing like. oh shit sorry I accidentally thought about you being my boyfriend. I wont do it- oh shit sorry. I. Did it again. Oh fuck sorry i. i thought about kissing you on accident fuck. sorry. oh shit i just thought about us holding hands sorry bro. i am forcibly removed from the stage by several bodyguards.