I kind of get you TBH. Is it a light entity thing to experience periodic bouts of ecstasy for no reason? Is it a neurodivergence thing? No idea!
Still scared of loud sounds, though
status update :D I’m developing.. symptoms.
Losing a sense of self, reality, and also traversing through delusions of both god-like nature and also sheer paranoia. Currently, chilling. Like previous times. Fireworks and cars don’t scare me. Seeing people and people seeing me is tainted with an odd feeling and seeing solitude as both a sweet escape but also more crowded than being around people - because at least there, I’m distracted enough for the mask to turn to reality, but then, whoop- dee-doop, I’m alone and it’s either “good god I fucking LOVE EXISTENING do you guys see this WHY CANT YOU SEE THE BEAUTY OF THE WORLD!? I’m shedding tears in gratitude at this gift” or “haha what if I acted like a ghoul and was strange and pretended to stalk someone wait what the fuck I’m actually stalking them aaahh oh god this is too confusing what am I doing IS THAT A MAN IN THE SHADOWS????!!!” And to be fair it currently isn’t posing any problems but. Haha!
I am saying this as someone with crippling social anxiety... I don't think they mean it out of active malice most of the time. They're just clueless and don't know how to react. They're not not the masters of social interaction they're made out to be, no one is! We're all just bumbling clowns on a circus planet
Neurotypical people have a secret, special way of saying "...okay." that saps all the joy from your body and makes you feel like an idiot, and they love to use it when you show them something you're really, really excited about
does anybody have that cat poem, you know the one. not mary oliver's poem. the one about a cat growing up with you like brothers but him still being small whereas you've grown tall. i need a good cry
Not literally, just moving to a new account: @starfriend-crittertangles .
I am trying to come out as alterhuman to my family and friends step by step. I already wear gear and show some animalistic and alien behavior around them. One of these steps is connecting my kin blog to my main blog.
Besides, I haven't been active on my main for a long while and it makes me feel bad.
See you there!
Cat waiting for food
(via)
Dmitry Kochanovich (Russian,b. 1972)
Outside
Oil on canvas
I'm a cat because I have a great day of school
I'm a being of pure energy because I was so good👍👍👍
The educational system is turning people into cats!! I also like the implication that I became a light entity because I'm just so awesome
new tag game: use predictive text to see why you are your theriotype/kintype. start with "i'm [x] because"
i'll go first
i'm a dog because i have to fight
The urge to live sustainably and buy only what you truly want or need VS. the urge to buy all the kitschy space-themed shit in the world
love seeing revisionism in the wild “free the nipple never meant you can walk around topless every where that’s still sexual harassment it just meant for like breastfeeding and stuff”no it literally means you should be able to walk around topless anywhere because get this. breasts aren’t fucking sexual organs.
eat drink sleep play
I'm your only friend i'm not your only friend but i'm a little glowing friend but really i'm not actually your friend but i am (the painting in my cover photo is "Visitors From the Past" by Andrew Stewart)
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