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Chuuya's birthday Q&A of 2025

Event information

So, to Celebrate Chuuya's birthday which is 3 days away...

Chuuya and Dazai would do a Q&A!

Feel free to send questions!

Deadline: 04/29/2025, 10:00pm!

Any questions after the deadline will be saved for a random Q&A- BUT NOT DELETED!

Event post link for those that missed it

Chuuya's birthday Q&A of 2025

I did a thing...

A Creator's Obsession

This is a fanfic and RP blog ran by: @croiw also known as @poe-tat

Therefore, this blog is entirely a work of fiction.

A Creator's Obsession is a light novel type project I'm giving myself. It's a series of multiple parts where each part is broken up into chapters.

Fanfic/RP information

Fanfic title: A Creator's obsession

Description: a very slow burn love story where an artist and a writer falls in love.

Ship: SKK

Disclaimer

This is a page of MY creativity (except for the pfp and banner-)

I will post all of these on AO3 when I feel like it. DON'T DO THAT FOR ME!

For reactions and answers it will be according to the spot in the timeline and may be slightly off character to the cannon versions

Rules

Asks be related to the fic, BSD, or the RP events (Where SKK does a Q&A or interview)

Submissions are allowed! Just no NSFW and have to be related to the fic or RP events

Asks for the mod goes to @poe-tat or @croiw NOT HERE! Unless it's about the fic

Table of Contents (will update as story progresses)

Part 1: the beginning (Characters 1-10)

Chapter 1:

Chapter 3:

Chapter 2:

Chapter 4:

Chapter 5:

Chapter 6:

Chapter 7:

Chapter 8:

Chapter 9:

Chapter 10:

Part 2: ???(Chapters 10 -??)

Part 3: ???(Chapters ??-??)

Part 4: ???(Chapters ??-??)

Part 5: ???(Chapters ??-??)

Part 6: ???(Chapters ??-??)

Part 7: ???(Chapters ??-??)

Part 8: ???(Chapters ??-??)

Part 9: ???(Chapters ??-??)

Part 10: ???(Chapters ??-??)

Events

Q&A!- Chuuya's birthday, Dazai's birthday, Every Halloween, Every Christmas, and New Year's (ask more personal questions)

Interview- The start of the year, middle of the year, and end of the year (ask more professional questions)

Anniversary- Mod does art for this AU or SKK react to fanart submitted by you guys.

Holidays- Art by the mod gets posted

Update schedule

Honestly every weekend or when I'm free

Color codes [if there's more than one person]

Crow(Mod)

Dazai

Chuuya

Extras:

Kokichi RP blog enjoy

Introduction!!

The blog-

HELLO! I'm Kokichi Ouma, the ultimate supreme leader! I have a secret organization of over 10,000 members! Only, one of those things is a lie.

Ask questions if you want but I can't promise a truthful or a non-sarcastic answer!

Oh! If you find Shumai let me know I might have his hat!! 🤭

Blog rules-

-Asks must be Danganronpa related!

-Kokichi and the Mod-Crow-are both high Schoolers!

-NO SPOILERS! Yes, I'm aware Danganronpa is irrelevant now-maybe-but there's still people who might not know all that happens in V3 BE MINDFUL OF THOSE PEOPLE!

Mod notes-

Shipping is fine I'll respond as in character as I can! Other RP blogs are welcome!!

Blog tags

#kokichi answers -> Kokichi answers questions

#supreme leader's reblogs -> Kokichi reblogged a post

#kokichi says -> Kokichi's rambles and nonsense

#🎲 -> who knows

#Mod notes -> Crow; aka mod, gives very important information about the blog - read carefully!

EMMAURI!! 😍

He's my baby and you will respect him!

So I tripped and this happened-

What do I do? 😔

Ahem

So I did some thinking and I realized not a lot of people know how to create art or writing.

So!

I decided that as long as people ask questions about writing or art, I'll give out tips and tricks I've learned that might be helpful for some of you!

I opened my ask box again so you can send your question directly to me, however, if I get anything not related to this, I'll delete it.

I identified with some of these for awhile (only to find out I'm gender fluid lmao 🤣) so yeah! My space is safe! My space is safe for everyone!

Except politicians-i do not except politicians

Reblog is this is a safe space for the identities theses flags represent pls follow too

Hehehe I’m a demiboy <3

I'm an idiot with tummy problems but I also did crow art studies :D

I promise you there is no reason for learning how to draw crows other than I like them

Don't try to read my hand writing I did all of this with my finger lmao

Purple is me, I didn't draw the photos of crows. This is a STUDY. So this is mostly sketches and learning. Geez...

Images I found that I absolutely adore

Where can I find the original artist?

I love these images!!!

My music taste?

To those who weren't asking but I'm going to answer anyway because I can't sleep:

It's ADHD

We could be listening to Ice nine kills hip to be scared, then Fake Ass Friends by Set it off, then Whore by In this moment, then Degrade me by TX2, THEN do a backflip and listen to parents by Yungblud then maybe Temple of love by Black Veil Brides ft. VV, then take a U turn and suddenly we're listening to P!nk, Bad Omens, Motionless in White, Five Finger Death punch, Shinedown, Disturbed, or some random ass country song or something completely different.

Do I know what we're listening to next? Probably not. But neither do you. We're in this boat together.

😔😞😟🥺😢😭

A Future Beyond War Starts With You 💙

My name is Naser, and war has taken everything from me—my mother, my sister, my home, and the life I once knew. In an instant, my world was shattered, leaving behind nothing but memories and the weight of loss.

But even in the darkest moments, I refuse to give up. Because amidst the pain, I still have something worth fighting for—my three younger brothers.

🔹 One dreams of becoming a doctor, to heal others so they don’t have to endure the pain we’ve faced. 🔹 Another aspires to be an engineer, hoping to one day rebuild what war has destroyed. 🔹 And the youngest? He doesn’t have big dreams yet—he just wants to be a kid again, to wake up in a home that feels safe, to play without fear.

But how do you rebuild a life when there’s nothing left to start with?

🏡 We Need a Home. We Need Education. We Need Hope. Right now, we are not just fighting for survival—we are fighting for the chance to live, to grow, to dream again. We are fighting for a future where my brothers can become the doctor, the engineer, the child who gets to have a childhood.

💙 This is where you come in. I’m not asking for much—just a chance. A chance to rebuild, to give my brothers a future beyond war.

Your support, whether through a donation or simply sharing our story, can make all the difference. Even the smallest act of kindness can create ripples of change.

Chuffed

Help Naser & His Brothers Rebuild Their Future

My name is Naser AbuThaher , and my world has been shattered by war. I lost my beloved mother and sister in an attack that took them away fr

🙏 Will you help us rebuild? Together, we can prove that war doesn’t get the final word—hope does. Thank you for standing with us. 💙✨

Hey there 🌍💙

I hope you're doing well. Today, I’m reaching out with a heartfelt request. My family is going through an incredibly difficult time, and I need your help to make our story heard.

🔄 A simple reblog of my pinned post can spread awareness.

💖 A small $5 donation could bring hope where it’s desperately needed.

@nasergz

Even the smallest act of kindness can create ripples of change. Your support means the world—thank you for standing with us! 🙏✨

I can reblog your story! 😊 however, donating...not so much 😞

I'm sorry that your family is going through a difficult time and I'm sorry I can't do much to help your family

I have a confession to make-

When I first watched the first episode of BSD I seriously thought Atsushi was Crona from Soul Eater 😂🤣

For context, Soul Eater was one of the first animes I've watched ever

Ooh!! I want to read!! :D

we put these fellas in a room

What's going to happen?

Better question..

What will happen?

Samething..

I'm angry with the government...

Am I high or has anyone else heard the phrase 'its just words, words don't hurt'?

If yes, then why do I have a feeling the old men of the American government needs to take their own advice?

For the non-americans out there that don't know already, the old men-i mean the government is banning certain books, especially in schools.

Like it's just words bro-relax it's not like we don't experience worse in America

SPEAKING OF WHICH

WHEN THE HELL ARE WE GONNA DO SOMETHING ABOUT GUN VIOLENCE?! HAH!!?

The old men are so focused on keeping LGBT+ and other people 'not harming the children' BUT NOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE THINGS THAT ARE HARMING THE CHILDREN!

'ThInK aBoUt ThE cHiLdReN!!!'

IT'S NOT ABOUT CHILDREN ANYMORE! IF YOU OLD MEN GENUINELY CARED ABOUT THE CHILDREN YOU'D DO SOMETHING ABOUT GUN VIOLENCE AND NOT GO 'oh look a Birdy!!' EVERY TIME IT'S BROUGHT UP

like be for real

Look at what's actually harmful and not ban things that are not harming the children

Like what the hell did video games, social media platforms and websites, books, drag shows, and other things that the government is banning do to literally anyone?

Like what

You're supposed to be adults running a country not children cosplaying as adults and pretending to run a country

Get your heads out of the ground like scared ostriches, and use your god given brains for once

Like damn-

Educating myself with Bram Stoker

Listen, listen I'm mostly listening to Bram Stoker's Dracula because Gothic literature seems interesting to me and I want to learn how to write it. So reading Bram Stoker and Edgar Allan Poe yippee

However, I also want to learn exactly how Bram Bram's ability works in BSD so let me do my homework in peace

Next I'll find an Audio book for Osamu Dazai or Ryuunosuke Akutagawa maybe probably

I know for a fact at some point I'm going to benge read all of Chuuya Nakamura's work I can find on poetry Foundation because I literally have no life

Traumatized in Ireland While my Family is Facing Death and Starvation in Gaza

Note: Vetted by:

1. @el-shab-hussein and @nabulsi # 151 on the spreadsheet of Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List]

2. @riding-with-the-wild-hunt Here .

I contemplate the happy faces of people around me here in Ireland and reminisce about the happy normal life my family and I had before the war. A life that turned into a distant memory for us and was replaced by an unending series of horrible nightmares.

Unlike my family in Gaza, people here have access to drinking water, all types of food, electricity, and a roof over their heads. Above all, they are safe, and I cannot help but wonder if they genuinely do appreciate these blessings in their lives enough.

People seem relaxed and laughing wholeheartedly around me in Ireland. I wish I could laugh too, but I am crushed way beyond recovery on the inside. I was evacuated by my Irish college after five months of living the horrors of war in Gaza. I hope you will never know what it feels like to live in constant fear and worry and be horrified by the most sickening and scary nightmares every single night while you are far away from your family in such circumstances.

When did my people in Gaza cease to be human beings worthy and deserving of a normal life? Has it become normal now for my family in Gaza to be starved and killed while the whole world is watching the genocide? If that is the case, then you will have to excuse me if I seek every avenue to bring them to Ireland and start a new normal life like all people here around me.

I was assured by the Irish Reugee Council (IRC) and lawyers in Ireland that there is hope I can reunite with my family in Ireland. In difficult times, it is hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel. For me and my family, you are literally our light and hope for a better life.

SOS!

Please donate, reblog and share.

gofundme.com

Donate to Death chases my family in Gaza; help me save them, organized by Mahmoud Khalaf

People say: "Family always comes First," and to that, I say: "Amen!".… Mahmoud Khalaf needs your support for Death chases my family in Gaza;

Tagging for reach <3

Please consider boosting my campaign.

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Hello. This is Mahmoud Khalaf from Gaza, currently studying in Ireland. I hope you’re doing well. I am campaigning to evacuate my family from Gaza and reunite with them in Ireland where we can build a new life in a safe place. My campaign has been vetted by El Shab Hussein and Nabulsi #151 on the Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List, as explained in the post. We are at 68% of our final fundraising goal. Could we ask you please to reblog our post titled “Traumatized in Ireland While my Family is Facing Death and Starvation in Gaza" Link https://www.tumblr.com/supportgaza/767056441041420288/we-are-at-68-of-our-final-fundraising-goal?source=share

Ah, life in America sucks as usual but not as much as life in Gaza.

Wish you the best in regards of relocating your family to Ireland, however, I won't be able to fundraise your campaign. However, I may use my platform to help you get the recognition you need so you can get help.

I'm terribly sorry I can't do much to help you.

If you like art or writing

This server is perfect for you

Writer and artist hangout

Come over and join us :)

Cursed cat Alastor to bring people joy

@/coma_0423’s cursed cat alastor will bring you happiness ♥️

Lulu scolds the cat

Thank you for your sympathy with us. Your words mean the world to us. It is enough to spread my pain. I hope you always stay well.

I'm deeply sorry I can't do much and I pray for you and your family that things get better the best.

Truly sorry I can't do much.

I am Marwa, a mother from Gaza with three children. I feel very hopeless. My youngest daughter has started having seizures from extreme fear. I need to do an EEG and tests. My daughter’s glasses broke and I cannot buy them enough food. My heart can no longer bear this pain alone. I hope you sympathize with me and help me.

As someone who lives in poverty, I'm able to feel the pain of not being able to have the means to be able to get enough for family and make sure they are happy and healthy. But that also means, I can't help with donating.

I'm not saying that because I want to say it, no. I don't think that people should know I don't have enough money to take care of myself, that's not anyone's business but my own.

However, if I had the money, the means, I'd help you. But I can't and I'm truly sorry.

No one should go through what's happening in Gaza, no one should be in any kind of pain, emotional or physical and it breaks my heart that it's happening and I can't do anything about it. The only thing I can do, is get your story out and hope and pray the right people find it.

Genuinely sorry, Ma'am..

I'm so sorry I wish I could help you but the only thing I can do is get your story out there..

"Surviving the holocaust:

A Journey of Resilience and Hope"

My name is Rema, the youngest daughter of my family. I am a 22-year-old software engineering student, striving to complete my education despite the devastating impact of war on our lives.

I hesitated for a long time before creating a donation link, hoping my life would soon return to normal. But that hope was shattered when I lost my father, who couldn’t endure the suffering. Living in a tent for five months, surviving on canned food, and drinking polluted water devastated his health until he passed away.

Today, I not only mourn the loss of my father but also endure the pain of being separated from my family. The war has scattered us; my beloved brother, my sisters, and my nieces and nephews are all far away.

I am left alone to face a harsh reality , burdened with responsibilities that are beyond my strength.

Every day is a battle to secure clean drinking water and basic food. We are merely struggling to survive in this crushing poverty, where hunger and soaring prices weigh heavily on us.

Before the war, I was a fitness enthusiast, an outstanding student, and the cherished daughter of my family. My father supported me and promised to stand by my side until I graduated. But now he’s gone, and with him, my dream of completing my education as I had planned.

I once hoped life would return to normal, but even if the war ends, who will bring back my father? Who will reunite me with my scattered family?

That’s why I am appealing to everyone who reads my story to lend a helping hand and contribute to rebuilding a future that war has destroyed.

Your support and donations are a lifeline for me and my mother. Even the smallest contribution can make a difference and save us. Thank you for your kindness and humanity.

Vetted by @gaza-evacuation-funds 330

Vetted by @gazavetters 105

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Donate to Urgent Help Needed to Save my Family in Gaza, organized by Hind Al-madhoun

Title: Help Ghada and her Children Flee War-Torn Gaza Dear Friends and S… Hind Al-madhoun needs your support for Urgent Help Needed to Save

Hello,

I hope this message finds you well.

My name is Rima, and I am carrying the heavy responsibility of supporting my family after we lost everything—our home, work, and most painfully, my father—due to the war. Once a software engineering student with dreams, I now work tirelessly to help my family survive in these difficult times.

We need your support. Even $5, $10, or a reblog of my pinned blog can make a difference.

Your kindness means the world to us.

🍉🍉 Together, we can survive.

I'm so sorry I can't do much to help you much. The only thing I can do is get your story out there.

I am Mohammed Ayyad, a resident of Gaza. I live in very difficult circumstances because of the war that the Gaza Strip is experiencing. Since the outbreak of the war on October 7, we have been displaced. Then the journey of suffering and separation began, as my children were separated and evacuated from our home without cover or clothes, and from here they became ill. What increased our fatigue was the continuous upbringing due to the different areas to which we were displaced. We were displaced 9 times, and this was very costly. The last time was on August 9 from Hamad City. In addition to that, we live in the winter season in a tent that does not exceed three meters, closed with nylon. It is similar to the atmosphere of strong winds that we have never experienced before. The weather is very cold. Overall, we are living difficult days that no human being can bear. We have no work because of the war and we do not have any kind of money. This is accompanied by a crazy and terrible increase in prices. Although the water is not suitable for drinking, this is the cause of many diseases. The last suffering is that we are outside Hamad without taking our belongings or tents. Now we are searching the ground in the streets and our children and the elderly are suffering. Therefore, we use direct donations, including what they can, or sharing the links completely so that people know our tragedy and pain. Remember that a small contribution can make a difference in the lives of many children who are dealing with their health condition. Leave their details and make them happy with your generous contribution.

I'd love to donate to help you, really I would

But I can't, seriously

The only thing I can do is get your story out there.

I'm genuinely sorry

Hello,

My name is Hanan, and I am reaching out from Gaza to seek your assistance for my brother Jihad. He is suffering from multiple chronic illnesses, including high blood pressure, diabetes, kidney failure, celiac disease, and osteoporosis, among various other complications. 🥺🥺 Unfortunately, he does not have access to direct support or adequate medical treatment. We kindly ask for your help in evacuating Jihad from Gaza so that he can receive the necessary medical care abroad. 🙏🙏

https://gofund.me/22862796

✅️ The campaign has been verified by @gazavetters, and my phone number listed is (#266) ✅️

I'm so sorry for your brother, I wish I could help but I'm so sorry I can't

Genuinely, sorry I really wish I could do more than getting your story out there.

I'm so sorry for your experience, no one should experience that..

I am genuinely sincerely sorry I can't do much more to help your situation..

Help my family rebuild their lives🙏😭

‼️WE NEED YOU‼️

Hello, I am Naima from Gaza, 21 years old. My family consists of 8 members: my mother, father, sister, and 4 brothers. We were displaced from Khan Yunis to Al-Mawasi in Rafah under heavy bombardment and destruction, with nothing, living in a small tent that cannot accommodate eight people, and without the basic necessities of life. 😔💔😭

As was supposed, I was studying at a university in the month of October in which the war broke out, but my university was destroyed, and the universities in the entire sector were destroyed.

Help us and donate to us. Make a difference in our lives. We need you. We are without work and without home😭😞🙏

Link campaign ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️

gofundme.com

Donate to Support the Awad Family's Journey to Safety, organized by Suzanne Barhoum

Hello dear friends, My name is Haneen Awad, a Palestinian from Gaza St… Suzanne Barhoum needs your support for Support the Awad Family's

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Hello💗

I hope you are well🌹

Can you help me get my voice heard

and share my family's story?🙏🏻

Can you Reblog my pinned post from my blog or donate 10$?

By helping to reblog my story, you could

save a family from death and war.🌹

Thank you very much🌸

Link campaign ⬇️⬇️⬇️⬇️

https://www.gofundme.com/f/support-the-awad-familys-journey-to-safety

I can't donate, however, I can reblog your story.

Sorry I can't do more than that

Wish your family the best of luck though

I'm so sorry I can't do more I wish I could.

🚨 We Need Your Kindness to Survive 🚨

Hello, My name is Mosab Elderawi, and I live in Gaza with my family. Life here has become harder than I ever imagined, and I’m writing this with hope in my heart that you might hear our story.

The ongoing war has devastated my family. We’ve lost 25 family members—each one a beloved part of our lives, taken too soon. I miss them deeply—their laughter, their presence, their love. Every day is a reminder of this unimaginable loss.

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We are now facing daily challenges to survive—things that most people take for granted, like food, clean water, and a safe place to sleep. The harsh realities of life here have replaced our dreams with the constant fight for survival.

Our Current Situation:

💔 Lost Stability: The war has left us without work or a stable source of income. 🍞 Basic Needs: Food and water are becoming harder to afford with rising prices and scarce resources. 📚 Dreams on Hold: Like so many here, my family’s dreams have been replaced by the need to simply survive. 😢 Unimaginable Loss: Losing 25 loved ones has left a void that can never be filled.

How You Can Help:

I’m sharing our story with the hope that someone out there might care. Even $5 can make a big difference for us, and if you’re unable to donate, just reblogging this post can help spread the word.

Your kindness, no matter how small, is something we’ll never forget.

What This Means to Us:

Your support is not about changing our entire situation—it’s about giving us a little relief, a little hope, and a way to keep going. We are not asking for much, and we understand if you can’t donate. Sharing our story is just as valuable to us as a donation.

Thank you for reading this far. It means the world to us to know that someone is listening. Your kindness gives us strength and helps us believe in a better tomorrow.

With all our gratitude, Mosab Elderawi and Family ❤️

✅️ Vetted by ✅️

@gazavetters, my number verified on the list is ( #309 )✅️

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Donate to Help me saving who's left of my family, organized by Mosab Derawi

Hello Everyone, I am Mosab Suleiman Al Derawi, 28 years old, my wife Nadine Adel A… Mosab Derawi needs your support for Help me saving who's

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