Felt Very Creature This Weekend For The First Time In A While. Like Full-on, I Need To Roll Around In

Hi!

I hope you get to eat dinner with your friends soon.

I hope you pet a cat soon.

I hope you see a really nice sunset soon.

I hope you get to wake up after getting the perfect amount of sleep soon.

I hope you have the time to make art soon.

I hope the thing you've been dreading doing isn't actually so bad.

I hope that you get to listen to your favorite song soon.

I hope you have a really good day <3

Idk if anyone cares, but I collect PEZ and LOOOOK

TINY PEZ SHELF!!!!!

Also size comparisons:

Shelf next to my PEZ girl pop figure :]

PEZ next to Steve (big dog PEZ)

"YoU cAnT aCt LiKe ThAt If YoU wAnT pEoPlE tO sEe YoU As PrOFeSsIoNaL-"

I DONT CARE I DONT CARE I DO WHAT I WANT! ILL BE A DOG AND ILL WRITE A DAMN BOOK AND ILL TICK AND ILL BE A FUCKIN WEIRDO SHUT UPPPPPPPPPP

I fucking hate when people who aren't my pack touch my head :3

I'm a canine who loves head massages from my pack. That is all.

I explored a bunch of areas in me and my little sisters childhood minecraft world and decided to take pictures. We used all of our animals to tell stories hehe.

Baby chickens and foxes from the nether??? It was all very silly.

A kid at my job yesterday: are you a boy or a girl? 🤨

Me: idk. You pick.

Him: uh, a boy. Because you have short hair and wear that jacket all the time.

Me: cool.

Happy pride month everyone.

Feelin real green.

The Tumblr green text shade is a pretty good representation of me, I think. It's just toxic enough for me to think of Fallout and radioactive sludge.

The orange is good too. It isn't super bright, which I appreciate. More Halloween. Like, if I bottled up the original Halloween Town movie or a Spirit Halloween? It would be this orange.

Good shit

Sometimes, I think a little too hard about when I asked for someone's name at a local renfaire I worked at, and they asked me teasingly if I was a fae, and for a long second, I didn't know what to say back.

I identify as a shape-shifter from how I see myself and how I interact with others. I switch between forms like crazy and can never really picture an actual concrete image of myself in my head.

A lot of this I own up to my own issues with derealization, but also a lot of my personal identity I feel stems from just how I interact with the world. It's always felt like people saw me as something different than them, and that caused this rift between me and my humanity. I can see it, I can feel it in how I want to fight for the things I believe in and in my own personal beliefs about spirituality, but it's funny. My humanity has always been a part of my more spiritual thoughts and practices then my alterhumanity which has always been just me.

I was raised in a setting where dedicating myself to the experience of honoring myself as an individual while still connecting to those around me and recognizing us as one in the same was made my religion. My humanity is present within me as a warm ideal of my hopes and dreams for this world. It still isn't my body, though, which instead became how I feel and how I show my emotion through alterhumanity.

It's like I got flipped inside out.

Anyways, to cut a long story short, I don't know what I am, renfaire lady, but some kind of creature that is fascinated by humanity and likes to be mischievous sounds like it could be a part of it. I'll think about it more next spring.

God the Gorillaz hyperfiixation coming back like a brick to the HEAD