Very Complex Emotions Tied To Any Kind Of Fruit Turnover. Every Time I Look At Them, I Smell Pine. I
Very complex emotions tied to any kind of fruit turnover. Every time I look at them, I smell pine. I see my hands stained by blackberries. They have claws at the ends of them, and they're covered in dirt. It's cold, I can see my own breath. It isn't like my shifts, though, it isnt just me. I feel like I am not myself and at the same time all the same. It's as if I'm handing my body over to someone else for a moment, still aware it isn't me controlling it, still present, and at the same time, someone else completely.
This is probably some kinda derealization thing, but it only ever happens when it starts to get cold or I see those freaking desserts. It isn't really a pleasant feeling when it happens, but it's still something I weirdly miss. Like I'm inviting someone in, letting them have a break from wherever they came from, even for a moment. Weirdest part? I know who it is. I've known him for a couple of years now, and it always felt like he's a part of me after that.
I don't always actively think about him, I never talk to him unless I'm just really freakin lonely, and it isn't like an actual conversation. It's more like I'm just voicing my thoughts out loud, and he's quietly listening.
I don't really know what's up with that. I could call him an imaginary friend if imaginary friends occasionally took over your brain for a moment and made you incredibly uncomfortable with everything happening. Or maybe I am just simply overthinking, and he isn't real at all. Advice would be nice if anyone can offer it.
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Treat (Because I'm NICE)
Blueberry and clown cupcakes >:
We have always existed, and we always will.
I love my job. I work with kids from 6 months old to 13. The vibes are insane.
I love when kids come in and they're just as much of a nerd as I was at their age. Then they mention something like Undertale and freak out when I know what it is.
Kid. Not only did I live in that house, I helped fucking build it.
I put on old Minecraft parodies, and they lose their minds. Introduced a kid to CaptainSparklez a while back, that's special.
I'm out here showing them how to defeat the Ender Dragon and Asgore while also keeping another kid from beating up his friend. Shit is crazy.
in all honesty tho, from the bottom of my heart
to the women of all colour...
to the lgbtq+ community...
to the people suffering with long term health...
to the people who didn't vote for him...i'm so unbelievably sorry your country let you down.
hope. hope is the most important thing here. it won't always be like this and better days will return.
Mom: Just be yourself :]
Me: You try being a radioactive dog shoved into a human body and see if it gets you anywhere >:
NOOOO I AINT DONE NOTHIN!!!! :<
Its me!
The FDA!
The federal dog association!
Put up your pawbs!!!!
You're going in the crate!!!!
I'm having phantom shifts right now! I can feel my ears sticking straight up, taking in all the sounds. I can feel my tail flicking beside me. This is so nice :]
Just wanted to share some shockingly good news in these difficult times. The full article is really worth reading. [Find it here]
Rays! I love rays. They're so beautiful. One of my favorites is the cownose ray. I mean, just look at how silly they are. They're very shy and can migrate in schools as many as 10,000 rays!
And then there's giant oceanic manta rays, which can have wingspans up to 29 feet!!!
That's insane!!!!
Any other therian have animals they love but don’t kin? I absolutely adore opossums! I think they’re just the most beautiful adorable creatures. I’m just not one, and that’s quite sad :(
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