viper valorant marry me pleaseš
how do u guys warmup?? what's ur routine? i am getting bored of my warm up so lemme hear some!!
hc one of deadlock's hobbies is bouldering / competing in paraclimbing (AU1)
+ she ropes skye neon clove and fade into it
refs: mario persing (onearmed_climbing on IG), janja garnbret, natalia grossman, tomoa narasaki
translations:
taena ang hirap pala = fuck it's actually hard
kaya mo yan bhe = you can do it [girl] / afaik 'bhe' is a variation of gay slang 'bes', short for best friend
characters: cypher & viper (neon, jett and phoenix mentioned. cypherās family is also mentioned)
no romantic relationships.
Cypher stilled as the telltale hiss of the door caught his attention. Following it were quiet, ever-so-slightly erratic footsteps. Ah, Viper. It seems that she has had her⦠usual amount of caffeine. After a moment, the steps stopped behind him at the kitchen island. The only thing that broke the silence was the sound of Viper making her coffee. Black, just like her soul, as the younger duelists once joked. (They had learned not to extremely quickly.) Neither of them said a word. He was suddenly extremely aware of her piercing stare on his back. Viper cleared her throat. āCypher. The pancakes are burning.ā
All Cypher wanted was a peaceful breakfast. However, when he sees the date, heās reminded of events heād really rather not remember. To make things worse, Viper is there to rub salt in the wound. Or⦠is she?
or:
a certain viperās (somewhat stilted) attempts to get cypher to open up about his unresolved trauma. well... healing isn't linear, right?
this is just a oneshot I posted a while ago on my ao3. (this thing was written months ago LMAO) thought I might as well post it here too :)
no major content warnings. I think. cypher just has Issues (that I gave him)
ao3 link (alternatively, full oneshot is under the cut)
The door, near-silent, slid open to let Cypher through. This morning, the kitchen was completely empty. Its dull, military-issued appliances somehow seemed even more lifeless than usual. He hummed quietly to fill the silence as he checked what ingredients they had. There was quite a lot of leftover flour, sugar, and⦠fifteen cartons of eggs. Fifteen. Since when did they need that many eggs?
Ah. Now that he thought about it, he remembered Phoenix saying something about buying too many eggs by accident. Cypher sighed. Knowing him, he probably thought the 12-egg cartons were 6-egg cartons.Ā
He closed the fridge, glancing at the sticky notes that had slowly been piling up on its door. A tiny, scribbled pancake Jett had doodled on one caught his eye. He smiled. Perhaps I should make pancakes. They would be quite happy to wake up to that.Ā
Cypher gathered his ingredients. As he prepared them on the counter, he noticed someone had left the only non-electric mixer out. He sighed, picking it up. He might as well use it, considering it would have to be washed either way. He was quite sure it was there due to a certain little sparkāhe spent far too much time watching the security cameras to be unaware of her⦠midnight tendencies. Cypher glanced at the calendar as he walked to the stove.Ā
June 24th. Cypher froze.
For a moment, he swore he could still taste the blood in his mouth, still see the moment their lives were taken by the cold embrace of death. That was the day he lost his family. The day he lost his face. His name. His everything. He gripped the stove ledge. I failed her, then. I will notāno, I cannot fail now. Itā
Cypher snapped himself out of his thoughts. He was here to make breakfast, not to get stuck in his head. He still needed to complete the batter. The rest of the Protocol would be disappointed if he didnāt finish in time.
Cypher took a deep breath and loosened his grip on the stove. He continued mixing the batter. The quiet sound was familiar. It reminded him of home. The sight of opening the door to welcoming sunlight drifting lazily through the rooms. The smell of her cooking, wafting warmly throughout their small kitchen. The sound of two pairs of footsteps, one unsteady and one sure, pattering across the tile floor to greet him. The feeling of his hands in hers. The taste of the life he once had, soured by the tang of blood.Ā
Running, coming back to emptiness as silent as death. Air, tasting of sickly sweet syrup and blood. Half-cooked batter, stained red. He wasnāt fast enough. Vigilant enough. Heā
Cypher rubbed his temples. Maybe he shouldnāt have made pancakes today.Ā
ā¦On second thought, he was already halfway finished, and Raze was on breakfast duty today. It was a miracle she hadnāt been banned from the kitchenāheād really rather not eat burnt toast for the third time. As he continued to work, he muttered to himself. āCalm down, Cypher. Gather your thoughts. You have a job to do.ā
Donāt fail again.
He carefully poured the batter into the pan. Humming quietly, he stilled as the telltale hiss of the door caught his attention.Ā
Following it were quiet, ever-so-slightly erratic footsteps. Ah, Viper. It seems that she has had her⦠usual amount of caffeine. After a moment, the steps stopped behind him at the kitchen island. The only thing that broke the silence was the sound of Viper making her coffee. Black, just like her soul, as the younger duelists once joked. (They had learned not to extremely quickly.)
Neither of them said a word. He was suddenly extremely aware of her piercing stare on his back.Ā
Viper cleared her throat. āCypher. The pancakes are burning.ā
He blinked rapidly, glancing over his shoulder. Why were his eyelids wet? āOh! Of course. I will fix that immediately,ā he said. His words came out forced, like he had a stone lodged in his throat.
He coughed and turned back to the pan, disposing of the ruined food. He could still feel Viperās sharp gaze trained on him.Ā
She sighed. āYour hands are shaking. Youāre going to ruin the food.ā She thought for a moment. āThat said, you do have more than enough batter. Just donāt burn it again.āĀ
When Cypher looked back at her, Viperās head was tilted, her lips slightly twitched into an almost-smile. There was a glint of⦠something in her eyes, though he couldnāt quite tell what. He paused, studying her for as long as he could without being noticed. After a moment, he let out a slight chuckle and replied. His words were no longer stiff. āI do, indeed. Now, Doctor Sabine, would you like two pancakes or one?ā
āā¦ā
He turned around completely. Viper surveyed him with narrowed eyes over her mug of coffee. Cypher stared back. āTwo or one?ā
āIf you insist, I will have two.ā
āWith added blueberries, correct?ā
āā¦That is correct.ā
āIt will only be a few minutes.ā
She hummed noncommittally, and they fell into a comfortable silence as Cypher busied himself with the food. The gentle sizzling filled the quiet, wafting through the room. If he were in a particularly poetic mood, he wouldāve said the kitchen smelled of warmth.
A short time later, he carefully plated her pancakes. He slid them across the island with a slight smile, though knowing she wouldnāt see it. āHere you are, my dear doctor,ā he said.
Viper raised an eyebrow at the form of address, but took the plate without much fuss. Cypher watched with mild interest as she poured the syrup with clinical precision, ensuring there wasnāt a single drop wasted.
Viper looked up as she started eating. āIf you are going to stare at me as if Iām a lab rat this entire time, I will leave. You still have more food to make.āĀ
It was more of a reminder than a question, but he answered regardless. āOh, yes. Of course. I would not want to disappoint the young ones.āĀ
For the next few minutes, they fell back into that mellow calm, filled with the quiet scraping of utensils.Ā
Viper took a bite. āCypher.ā
āYes?ā
āYou are acting rather distracted today.ā
āā¦I am simply a bit tired. Donāt worry about it.ā
She narrowed her eyes. āI am inclined to believe that you are lying.ā
He coughed. āI donāt knowāā
āItās because itās the anniversary, is it not?āĀ
Cypher froze. āWhat?ā
āI asked a question.ā
His robotic eyes drifted to the calendar behind her. Eventually, he sighed. āYes. It is,ā he reluctantly replied.
A hum. āSo I was correct.ā
Cypher waited for her to continue with bated breath. Viper stayed silent. She continued eating, as if she hadnāt just frozen over his world again with six words. For a moment, Cypher nearly considered walking out of the room. (Of course, that wasnāt really an option. Heād already slipped up too much. He was supposed to be the one the others could rely on, not the other way around. He certainly couldnāt be weak.)Ā
Her cold voice broke him out of his thoughts. āYou tell us you have everything under control, but as soon as I mention your past you clam up and get lost in your thoughts?āĀ
Cypher looked away from her knowing stare. How did he not notice it until now? āI⦠do what is needed for the Protocol to succeed in its endeavors.ā In response, Viper raised a single, unimpressed brow. He pretended he didnāt see it. It was a futile effort to avoid her questions, but he tried anyway.
āEven Phoenix would be able to tell that youāre making excuses,ā she muttered.
He did not speak again, his mouth pressed into a thin line under his mask. Viper did not continue either, and only watched him quietly. Somehow, the silence felt just as suffocating as the prior exchange. How ironic. I just told myself I had to be better than this. I am weak, arenāt I?
Their conversationāif you could even call it thatāstood at a stalemate. Neither agent was willing to give in. Not completely. Cypher restrained himself from fidgeting with a tripwire behind his back. Viper already knew too much. She saw too much. She knew he was weak, knew he was fragile. He couldnāt give her more evidence of that.
Cypherās eyes caught on the severe line of her gaze. For a moment, he almost thought he saw her expression ever-so-slightly soften. He frowned, both in resentment and in confusion. He knew he was becoming too easy to read, but why was she reacting like that? Viper was not an empathetic person, much less one to act on those thoughts.
Just as that thought occurred to him, she took a step forward, lifting a gloved hand. He braced himself with a thick swallow. However, it fell back to her side a moment later, as if sheād thought better of it. Instead, she murmured, āThe pancakes were⦠good. Thank you, Cypher.ā She spoke cautiously, as if she was attempting to avoid frightening a wounded animal.Ā
She almost sounded gentle, in her own way.Ā
Viper continued after he stayed quiet, almost hesitantly. āDonāt overwork yourself. It wouldnāt do the Protocol any good if you collapsed from exhaustion.ā She paused, as if she had something else to say.
āā¦I am quite sure the others would like your cooking. They appreciate all the work you do.ā
Cypher blinked in disbelief. Once, twice. He didnāt wake up. He could only watch as the door slid open for her, caught off-guard by her words. As Viper turned to leave, he swore he could almost see the beginnings of a sad, pained smile forming on her face. She left him alone, and the kitchen suddenly felt colder.
Cypher stood there, staring at the empty space Viper had left. She has changed. He looked down at his hands. They werenāt trembling anymore. Or was I simply too blind to see it until now? He eventually sighed; he was getting nowhere with that train of thoughts. He hummed, setting the abandoned mixer to the side. Heād need to remind Neon about cleaning up after herself after her midnight cooking runs later.Ā
As he prepared the next batch, Cypher heard lively footsteps coming towards the kitchen. It seemed that she and her friends were awake, then. He allowed himself a slight smile.
Perhaps he could let his troubles drift away, just for a day.
sorry for lack of art friends i have been doing everything BUT drawing </3 but i am attempting to write a proper first chapter of the F1 fic so hereās a snippet :] i hope this makes up for the lack of art ehehee
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