why are wattpad comments so silly
totally did not just wake up at 2AM just to freak out over school
no ma’am no sir no mx
i’ve been up for two hours now, i just want to sleep. like just listen to me body let me shut my eyes and😴
not only that, but one of my cartilage piercings got infected so im gonna scream if it starts kicking me in the ass later on today
this book is a dumpster fire, and NOT THE FUN KIND!
i just got to part two of the third notebook, i am not okay. what the hell yozo
i think it’s very fun to read from different perspectives, okay. it’s interesting to dissect a protagonist and piece together how they got there and make some sense in what they’re doing
i still think the writing for this book is beautiful but yozo you need to TONE IT DOWNN. i know you’ve been through it but that’s not an excuse
i feel so bad for tsuneko, shizuko, shigeko, and yoshiko (a 17 YEAR OLD MIND YOU) like girl don’t marry him, RUN WHILE YOU STILL CAN😭
and the way yozo was talking about her age and virginity, that was SUPER DUPER ICKY someone come save this girl PLEASE
on a side note, i am very VERY nervous for what’s about to go down in the last two sections of this book. i saw the trigger warnings, and im absolutely dreading it. i know i did this to myself by picking up this book but im too lost in the sauce guys, its so bad i cant look away
my initial mentality while reading was “okay, let’s just get this over with” BUT NO. WE’RE DRAWING IT OUT
anyways this is an interesting read 😆
just started to read no longer human by osamu dazai. so far, it’s pretty interesting! i’m maybe halfway? through the second notebook
when i was reading the back, the summary mentioned how it was one of dazai’s last complete works and that just suddenly reminded me of a vid i saw of someone basically describing the book as his suicide letter, and i can see why
i don’t know too much about his life. it’s just a bit sad to think that this book was him laying himself bare under the guise of yozo, as if to finally tell people,”this is how it really feels”
that sense of feeling alienated from everybody is personal, and it feels strange to read it out on paper after going on for so long not knowing how to articulate it
the perspective of yozo does have his faults, i know that he’s an unreliable narrator, he does some fucked up things, and his opinions definitely were a product of its time. i just think it shows just how human he really was; he’s flawed.
like when he describes how he didn’t feel like he was loved while growing up, just taken care of. for me that really just illustrates how detached he was, his isolation clouded his judgement. because while yes the people in his life may have just taken care of him and nothing else, there’s also the probability that they really did love him
the writing style is beautiful. i’m not really sure where this will go. i know this is kind of a lot for only the first two sections i just think too much lol
i wish they sold moon cakes in my area
AAAAAA THANKYOUU
my brain is honestly not comprehending
like what do u mean i’ve been alive for 16 years
why is driving so terrifyibgdbdjdlfb
“Our fear, it lines his pockets, love,
So take that rage and bottle up
And put a drop into his cup of wine.
You don’t need him,
You don’t need me,
With that poisoned bottle,
You’ll be free,
But be damn sure you don’t mix it up with mine.”
I’ve not been well over the holidays so decided to mock up how i’d illustrate PJO instead lol - all in lorem ipsum so I don’t get in trouble with the big mouse!
just had a dream where i was getting married to this random guy and we were driving on this bridge and our car had a WATER DISPENSER?? and he was trying to get some water into his cup but the water dispenser works weird so then the car started flooding and i tried to clean it up and he tried to clean it up too which made the car jerk and we argued abt him focusing on the road.
then we drove to this outside restaurant?? and the food was being eaten on banana leaves?? with a humongous mountain of puto?? (rice cake) and my family was there?? and my grandma gave me a wedding gift?? and then i remember my cousin trying to talk to me and i was mute for some reason so i tried communicating to her with sign language??
pro writer tip: if you don’t like a scene, add an explosion. doesn’t matter if it’s a romance or a historical fiction, suddenly it’s more exciting.
eye of eden traumatized me, what do you mean i gotta do this AGAIN??
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