Yeeeaaaaah, that hood ain't coming off any time soon đ
âOkay, sweetie, Jen just got here to babysit you so Iâm gonna head out. You behave, okay? I donât want to hear you misbehaved tonight.â
I give her my best puppy dog eyes, begging her to stay.
âAwwww, stop!â she giggles, âNot the puppy eyes! How can I resist my little cutie when he gives me the puppy eyes in his cutest onesie?â
I smileâmaybe she wonât leave after all. âY-ou donâ hafta weave!â I say through my paci, laying on my cutest voice, âYou can thtay here wifâ me!â
âI wish, cutie! But Mommy needs to have some big girl fun tonight. I love spending time with my little guy, but I have my own needs, too.â
I feel my body deflate. I hate the idea of her dating someone else. âIâŚI can do that!â I say in my best big boy voice.
âI donât think so, silly! Youâre far too little for such things. Youâre right where you belong!â
âAm not! I did it before!â I argue.
âYes, when you were pretending to be a big boy. But youâre not, are you?â
âIâŚI wasnât pretending!â
âOh? You werenât? Because you havenât acted like a big boy in six months!â
âBecause you wonât let me!â I squeal, desperate and feeling my argument slipping away.
She laughs. âHoney, I donât force you to fill your diaper. I donât force you to suckle on your paci. I donât force you to wear onesies. But you do all of those anyway!â
âCauseâŚcause youâll punish me if I donât!â
âDuh, little one. Littles donât get to do big kid things. Adultsâreal adultsâdonât beg their wife to put them in diapers and baby them. But you did!â
âI-IâŚI didnât want it full time!â
âYes you did, silly! You just didnât know it. But I did. Mommies always know whatâs best for their little one. This is who you are!â
âIs not!â I whine, feeling smaller than ever.
âThen why did you let this happen? You never fought for your ever-shrinking adult time! Why did you so happily surrender every adult privilege if you wanted to be an adult?â
âT-Thats not fair! I didnât know youâd start dating other men and I wouldnât ever have sex anymore!â
âBaby, look at me. What did you expect? That I wouldnât lose all sexual attraction to you the first time you squatted down and load your diaper?â
Tears well in my eyes. âB-butâŚI.â
âBut what? The only âbutâ Iâm concerned about now is the one I wrapped in a clean diaper five minutes ago.â
âI can stop wearing them,â I sob, âI donât need them!â
âOh, little one, please donât make this any more difficult than it has to be. This is who you are! You are my little. You belong in diapers. Your place is your nursery.â
âNuh uh!â I sob, abandoning any pretext of adulthood.
âYes, honey. Besides, do you really think you could go without them anymore?â
I hesitate, not wanting to know the answer. It has been months since I tried to make stinkies. They just happened now.
âI didnât think so, sweetie. Now, can you drop all these big boy sex fantasies? Youâre still my husband. Iâll always love you. But our relationship is just different. Iâm your Mommy first and foremost.â
âB-but I still want to haveâŚyou know.â
âWhat did I just say, baby? No sex. Never again. Mommies donât have sex with babies. Especially when their little ones are breastfeeding! And youâre back on the breast, which means your off sex.â
âHmpff.â
âHuff all you want, little one. But Iâm going out tonight and youâll be all safe and sound in your crib, dreaming of our special moments in your nursery.â
I open my mouth to argue. She puts a finger on my mouth before I have the chance.
âDonât. Iâll tell you what, little one. I have to leave in a half hour. Would you like to eat before I leave?â
I know I should say no. I should try to be an adult.
But I canât.
âY-yes pwease.â
âGood boy,â she says, taking off her dress and sitting down, adjusting my body and guiding my head to her nipple. âYou just eat little one.â
I let her guide me, latching on immediately. Her bare skin feels warm and inviting. She rubs my back as I feed, humming a sweet melody.
Her other hand grabs at my diaper, checking it. Her fingers linger on my manhood. She giggles when she realizes.
âSuch a silly boy. See, you do need my body, but not for your pleasure. You need it for your num-nums.â
Iâm too out of it to understand what sheâs saying. I donât remember her getting up and tucking me into bed. Or Jen changing my diaper later that night.
Maybe Mommy was right, after all.
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