y'all think about love?
ADHD be like: I need to do do this task before I go to bed. therefore I’ll stay up all night on my phone because I have no motivation to do the thing but I can’t go to bed unless I do it.
just thinking of how our meaning or purpose in life is merely to experience. eating an orange segment, hoping for snow, being in love, returning over and over to one painting, stepping outside for the full moon, submersion in water, having a favourite colour, knowing beauty, feeling alone, feeling connected, feeling longing… it is enough.
avril lavigne was right. what the hell
once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted
i'm kinda sad because its been a while since i went out with my "friends"
theyre always going somewhere on saturday nights and i just get so sad because i truly feel like no one wants to hang out with me. so i spend the night thinking about every single time i was with them and wondering if i did something embarrassing or said something wrong.
im kinda addicted to refreshing my instagram feed to see if they're out or doing something . its starting to make me feel sick
but thats okay. i pray that one day ill have a cool group of friends that feels like family. just like how i met your mother , you know?
anyways . im gonna read my book now to distract myself a little bit from this sadness . if there's anyone reading this, i hope you're okay and safe . take care of yourself and dont forget to drink water
:)
I love people who teach me something new. Expand my mind. Talk to me about the universe. Share your dreams with me. Take me on a mental trip.
good things will happen 🧿
things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿
hire me for just whatever