nao saber dizer nao para as pessoas ao meu redor me custa muito.
Rita Lee, the legendary queen of Brazilian rock, died today at the age of 75. Rest in peace. ❤️
chaotic academia is ilegally downloading 18 books from a suspicious website
My To-Read list is infinite. This is ok. In fact, this is how it should be. There will always be more books I want to read than I will ever have time for. The part of me that likes to complete things is frustrated by this, but I’ll just have to content myself with finishing book after book.
i'm kinda sad because its been a while since i went out with my "friends"
theyre always going somewhere on saturday nights and i just get so sad because i truly feel like no one wants to hang out with me. so i spend the night thinking about every single time i was with them and wondering if i did something embarrassing or said something wrong.
im kinda addicted to refreshing my instagram feed to see if they're out or doing something . its starting to make me feel sick
but thats okay. i pray that one day ill have a cool group of friends that feels like family. just like how i met your mother , you know?
anyways . im gonna read my book now to distract myself a little bit from this sadness . if there's anyone reading this, i hope you're okay and safe . take care of yourself and dont forget to drink water
:)
god i hate knowing i have stuff to do it's like bearing a curse
day 1 and i have already failed my productivity challenge. but thats okay. it's all about the baby steps .
:)
one thing i need to start living by is “become the thing that you want” if i want friends who throw themed parties maybe i should start throwing those parties. if i want someone who writes me love letters maybe i should start writing letters for the people i love. if i want to hang out at museums and pretty cafes maybe i should invite my friends to these places. and maybe even then i won’t find the kind of people i want to be around. but then i would have become the exact person i want to be around. and maybe that’s good enough.
That shit about no one being able to love you until you love yourself is so fucked up like darling I promise you that having people who care about you and GENUINELY want the best for you is going to change your whole life and you’re going to completely relearn what love means and experience what it’s supposed to feel like for the first time . I would not be here without my friends rip to everyone with this mindset