I Remembered Doodling This Awhile Back And I Just Remembered How Easily I Get Into This Loop Of Autism

I remembered doodling this awhile back and I just remembered how easily I get into this loop of autism meltdowns

Idk do you guys relate to this type of endless cycle where whenever something bad happens or when you screw up you get upset or feel awful but then gets distracted/calms down and then feels okay but then you remembered something that’s been bugging you and then you get to square one?

I just wanna know if anyone else experienced stuff like this cuz like, I wanna know, nerodivergent folks! Ooor is this just a me thing idk.

also whenever I’m in a good enough headspace, I can talk more about how I unironically relate to the awful instrumental from parappa the Rappa 2 and just over analyze it from an autistic person’s pov

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Second panel: More comic pages are scattered next to an empty mug. Text reads: "It's not the worst thing... that could happen."
Third panel: An empty chair by a desk, lit by a single lamp. Text reads: "The worst thing might be that it never comes to life at all."

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sometimes I forget that I'm just a teenager writing a webcomic in my spare time, so I shouldn't hold myself to the same standards as, say, a feature film with an entire team of professional writers, or Hiromu Arakawa. Writing flawed stories is okay, and even necessary in order to write better ones :)

(if you want to read aforementioned amateur webcomic...)

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