sometimes I think to myself, "I should go make some queer friends that are as freaky as I am. go express myself, stop masking, live as my true self, and probably pound someone into the floor".
And then I remember I live in Bumfuck Nowhere Ohio where its social ostracization at best to be anything other than cisgender, straight, and conservative. dang, that sucks.
I feel like a poorly written fanfic character with a "dark and mysterious past" but instead of being faux-edgy im just incredibly ashamed of myself and repress vast swathes of my personality and identity into secret "Dbug Lore(tm)". Like, no i dont avoid talking about myself and my feelings to create an air of mystery or coolness, im just nerdy, boring, and deeply traumatized.
When the mutual you really enjoy seeing in ur notes shows up in ur notes
oh boy its yearn o'clock again. Time to air out my deepest fantasies on tumbler dot com
The boiling desire in the back of my mind to be a Queen, surrounded by loyal maids and knights. To be loved unconditionally at my worst as much as at my best, to have my every little need and whim unquestioningly served, to be worshipped. To be cared for and pampered without any strings attached, simply because it's what they were made for.
and of course occasionally pound them into a submissive puddle, god forbid a woman have needs.
yes
oh so you want me
Submissive robot dog girl
Call that a subwoofer
PLSSSSS
*says something in a gc that doesn’t get a response* I should be shot like a dog in the street (non sexually)
take me down to catgirl city where the boys are girls and the girls are kitty.
I'm writing absolute trash and its all your problems now | 19 | Any/all, almost certainly transfem | EST Ohioan corn dweller
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