看了几本书就以为自己名医

只要是她的问题都是大问题 只要是我的问题都是“无所谓”（本来都要睡觉了 这么一句话给我一口闷气憋死了 生理性胸闷这还让不让人睡了）、“简直有焦虑症”（哦要说到她对mental illness的看法那真是又说来话长了）

给翻看旧帖的自己：千万不要再回国。记得这次回国回家的遭遇有多难受。身体+精神+work受到多少影响。

唐僧舔眼复明这个设定就很像sfw（更别说男身怀孕），然后发现78版好像真的有拍唐僧给悟空舔眼......

这视频https://youtu.be/b_ye7Z5Ieac里的三个小孩会让我想到hihokids一些孩子的小时候 尤其是Desmond的说话声音

ahhhhhhhhh

they wish us to fight it out to the death BECOMING ELIZABETH - coming June 2022

看见《如何说再见》五个字都感觉林夕可能写过这标题的歌 果然猜对了

Married life.

wait 99西游记注册的商标英文就是monkey kid

最后三句的词+编+唱 完美

一直在把《吃定我》歌词reserve for later，今天一不小心听完了。真希望可以这样爱着他哦。

My precious memories and public records about things most important to me were both destroyed. They vanished. At several times. Unpreventable and I can do nothing.

One thing I found really interesting: I still hold the assumption that North Koreans are probably brainwashed and can be actually good people. But I can’t think the same about people in my country. Maybe it’s because I was bullied by them. My friends were bullied and threatened by them. And the saddest thing is people closest to me could be one of them.

感受到爱是conditional的奇怪一点：我现在觉得我小时候如果不是“不爱吃饭”而是很能吃的话 反而过得会不如原先好

记在这里 回国意味着每天吃不饱饭&不能带东西回来&好几天不能洗澡