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Um.

this is another scene that absolutely lights my brain on fire -

There's a lot going on here and imo the way Felix reacts to Annabel talking shit about Oliver is SO telling from a characterization standpoint. Like Annabel is essentially telling him "no one likes your boy bestie and the girls think he's weird." It's so interesting because Felix doesn't necessarily *defend* Oliver here, he doesn't enlighten her to his tragic backstory, doesn't tell her "actually he's really inspirational because you don't know what he's gone through to be here." He instead just gently chastises her for being harsh and snobby and then....the next scene is literally Felix fucking her while Oliver watches. THIS IS INSANE LOL. So much to unpack.

First of all, it's definitely worth mentioning that Felix DOES hype Oliver up to the people who truly matter to him (his parents, his sister, etc). Like Elspeth is fully aware of Oliver's tragic and triumphant backstory before Oliver even arrives. She's also been told that Oliver is intelligent and handsome ("I told you he wasn't a minger" said looking so pleased with himself for bringing a handsome boy home LOL). Venetia has also clearly heard all about how much Felix likes Oliver ("oh I see why Felix likes you so much.") These statements put what happens here with Annabel in a very unique context. It's almost like...Felix doesn't want to share these amazing things about Oliver with his peer group at school. We talk all the time about Oliver gatekeeping Felix but not enough about how Felix is kinda gatekeeping Oliver, especially from the girls at Oxford. Felix doesn't want irrelevant people at Oxford knowing how amazing Oliver is because Felix wants Oliver and his inspirational achievements all to himself. Hm it's almost like Felix and Oliver BOTH struggle with boundaries bc they're both terminally obsessed with each other lol.

What happens after this scene is enough to make me clinically insane LOL. The cutaway is literally Oliver bricked up about to cum untouched while crying and watching as Felix fucks the girl who was just talking shit about him!! The rituals are SO intricate here hahah. In my mind - it's almost like Felix is getting off to the fact that this girl doesn't know about his little secrets with Oliver. She's only allowed to see the most surface levels of him and Felix is literally turned on by the fact that other people don't have access to Oliver the way he does. He'll leave the blinds open while he fucks her in plain sight BUT he won't share even the most basic details about his close relationship with Oliver. He keeps Oliver all for himself but lets the world see him fucking Annabel. It's an insane metaphor honestly and so telling as to what is sacred vs. what's meaningless to Felix. Felix doesn't want to share Oliver just as much as Oliver doesn't want to share Felix. Two sides of the same coin imo, just expressed differently!

To think Bermondsey was more than ten years before Maurice!

笑死 因为白天遇到个人没夸我 直到深夜还想起来发作对我进行外貌羞耻

给翻看旧帖的自己：千万不要再回国。记得这次回国回家的遭遇有多难受。身体+精神+work受到多少影响。

她以“像某人”为武器作为人身攻击的武器来骂我 本来如果是纯粹“像某人”的观察 我是不觉得有什么异常 毕竟我早就觉得家族遗传和教养影响嘛每个人都有 但是这次回来之后第一晚她跟我诉苦的时候就提起过差点闹离婚的trigger就是她被说“像某人”她一下子伤心了觉得受不了这委屈 那怎么她用她觉得可以伤人的武器来伤害别人就是可以的了呢？这就是有同理心的能力但将它武器化

记在这里 回国意味着每天吃不饱饭&不能带东西回来&好几天不能洗澡

我是造了什么孽 一天天都看到些啥

Cells that can be ‘forever young’ are stem cells and cancer cells.

Well not precisely for stem cells but it’s kind of true for cancer cells.

前几天在汤看到一个贴说lmk的fandom如何如何因为不了解原著而扭曲了其中深深根植的中国思想、价值观，我真是想翻白眼，西游记原著本身就是个大杂烩东拼西凑出来的，玄奘和（可能源自印度）神话人物的同人。要说扭曲原意，中国政府就用它为意识形态服务过很多次，商业影视剧、网文作者、职场导师也已经解构过无数次了，哪有什么有确定共识的中国人眼中的西游记呢？反正我是乐于看到一切改编。

不过昨晚又在这儿看到有人anti孙唐cp，理由是这关系太toxic，我倒是明白了有的东西确实是中国人更容易懂，孙唐原著就这样，你再怎么觉得悟空被师父辜负也改变不了原著里面他对师父真心实意，不是东亚人理解不了那你出门左转吧。

下雪啦！！！

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