Charles Leclerc
#cl16đď¸
You and Eddie laying down together on his bed while he writes up the next arc of his dnd campaign????
Heâs shirtless. Propped up just enough to be able to write comfortably and youâre (in your comfiest pjs) fully laying down between his legs with your head on his tummy. Your time is mostly spent listening as he mumbles little ideas to himself, humming along happily whenever he has any sort of break through, and pressing little pecks to his pretty, soft skin whenever you feel the need. Sometimes he get so excited about an idea and literally uses your head to stabilize his notebook so he can scribble it down fasterâ his legs wiggling all hyperactive on either side of your body like heâs gonna explode if the words donât get out of him fast enough.
Pretty boy lets you take a peek at whatever heâs got written down bc he knows you arenât gonna spoil anything for the rest of hellfire (no matter how much Dustin tries to beg, bribe, or blackmail the details out of you) His face lights up with the biggest, fondest grin whenever you make any comments on the parts you like or even when you ask questions about the things you donât quite understand yet bc heâs just SO happy youâre taking interest in something he cares so much about.
You always end up giving him endless amounts of praise for his writing/storytelling abilities. And, you leave NO room for him to argue or deflectâ eyes so honest and true as you stare him down, tone of voice showing every inch of admiration you have for him in a way that makes him feel like thereâs a lump in his throat. Gets his eyes all shiny and he has to look away before his bottom lip starts to wobble or something silly like that. By the end of the night youâre all tucked up in his arms as he reads his ideas out loud to you, because even though youâve already read through most of it you insist itâs not the same if he isnât doing the character voices himself. (And secretly you just like having an excuse to hear him speak lol)
Heâs got one hand resting on the back of your neck, warm and grounding while he balances his notebook in the other. Heâs animated as always, albeit a little toned down as to not disturb you too much. Presses a little kiss to the top of your head to punctuate the end of each paragraph/idea.
You donât always fall asleep like this, but when you do itâs really not your fault. You can blame the way his thumb rubs little soothing circles in the juncture of your neck. The low rumble of his voice that only gets deeper as he switches between characters. The warmth of his bare skin or the steady rise and fall of his chest beneath your cheek.
He doesnât stop reading, even when he notices youâve begun to lull, but his voice does get softer. Fonder, somehow. Heâd never have the heart to nudge you awake, even when you eventually get so comfortable that you start to drool a tiny puddle onto his chest.
Heâll always have the heart to tease you about it whenever you wake up, though.
I Would Follow You Into Mordor
pairing: eddie munson x fem!reader
word count: 1.3k
summary: when eddie starts to doubt himself, you're there to remind him how loved he is.
âDo you ever regret saying yes to me?â
Your head snaps down to look at your lover of almost one year. âWhat?â
You knew Eddie had his insecurities and his doubts, but it was almost never brought up out of the blue like this. âDo you ever regret saying yes to being my girlfriend?â Eddie repeats with a tight voice.
You knew something was up when he came home from school, sat down at his desk without so much as a look in your direction, and began working on his next D&D campaign.
âEds, where is this coming from?â You attempt to lift his head with your hand but he burrows further into your neck with a noise of protest. You let out a small sigh before saying, âEddie, I will never regret you. Ever.â
His jaw clenches and his grip around you tightens. You know heâs about to cry, so you hold him as tight as you possibly can. What brought this on? You have a feeling Jason and one of his dickhead friends had something to do with it, but you decide to let him tell you in his own time.
Eddie hates being vulnerable with others, heâd rather deal with his emotions on his own, not wanting to burden others. Now that he has you, though, he canât seem to want to deal with it alone. He knows he can show you the darkest and most scarred parts of him and you would love him all the same. That doesnât stop the doubts and insecurities from fogging his knowledge of that, though.Â
âI love you,â he says in a voice so low you wouldnât have been able to hear it if he wasnât so close. You can feel your heart breaking inside of your chest, not knowing if the crack in his voice was from the low tone he was using or the tears threatening to spill in the juncture of your neck.Â
âI love you too, Eds.â
You run your fingers through his curls as his breathing begins to pick up and stutter, hoping in vain to calm him down a bit. You hold him close as he cries, your own eyes welling up, but blinking them away almost immediately. You needed to be strong, to be able to comfort him the way he needed.
âWhy?â He chokes out through his tears.
âWhy what?âÂ
âWhy do you love me?â
The question pauses your hands and your breathing, knowing you had to answer thoroughly. Youâre not very good at telling him how you feel verbally, opting for doing things for him or writing him letters instead.Â
Before you can answer though, heâs speaking again, this time with a quivering voice full of self-depreciation, âI donât have anything to offer you,â he lets out a sharp breath. âI canât give you the life you deserve. I canât take you to fancy restaurants or buy you fancy clothes. Iâm a good for nothing-"
âStop,â you interrupt with a soft but firm voice. âDonât talk about yourself like that,â he scoffs and pulls to move away but you keep him held to your chest. âEddie, you really donât know do you?â
This time you allow him to pull away. He glances down at you with his glassy red eyes that are full of sadness. âKnow what?â
âHow much I love you,â you softly smile and move so both of you are sitting facing each other on his bed. You move the bangs away from his face and cup his cheek. He opens his mouth to speak but you shake your head, letting him know you werenât done. He closes his mouth, stares at you, and waits. He wants to hear what youâre gonna say, he needs to.
âYou have shown me a love I thought only existed in movies. One Iâve dreamed of having since I was a little girl. I never thought I was going to find someone to love me the way I wanted to be, until I found you. You make me feel a way Iâve never felt before and I never want to feel another way again. You are the best thing in my life, Eddie. I wouldnât trade you for anything. Not even Rob Lowe,â he laughs at that and feels his heart warming. He knows how you feel about Rob Lowe.
âYeah,â you continue. âNot even Rob could make me take my eyes off of you,â âyou kiss his forehead and wipe newly fallen tears from his cheeksâ âI donât want to live my life with anyone else. You are the best thing thatâs ever happened to me and I wish you could see how amazing you are. You deserve everything good in this world. I will continue to do my damndest to prove to you how worthy of every ounce of my love you are. You deserve love and happiness more than anyone I know, Eds.â
As soon as you finish, heâs launching himself at you, and crying for a different reason. You let your own tears fall this time, and they cascade down into his pretty brunette curls. âThank you,â he cries while giving the space between your collarbones a kiss.Â
You donât reply, instead lifting his head to kiss him on the lips. Itâs full of all the love, passion, and adoration you both feel for each other; itâs almost enough to cause a new wave of tears to come to your eyes. âEddie,â you whisper.
âHm?â he says after pulling away to put his face into your neck, kissing the skin there.
âWant me to prove my love to you even more?â He sighs out a desperate yes before clutching to you tighter and bringing you into his lap. You softly push him away from your neck to kiss him, slowly trailing up to his ear.Â
The little noises he is letting out sends fire to your lower abdomen, he has no idea what he does to you even while doing nothing. As you reach just below his ear with your lips, he lets out a real moan as he grabs your waist with a vice-like grip that has you almost letting out a moan of your own.
You push it down, however, to whisper in his red-tipped ear, âI would follow you into Mordor.â
His grip on your wait loosens as he leans back to look at you. The smile on his face is so soft that you can feel your insides melting. âMy sweet girl,â he exhales a laugh, pushing a strand of hair behind your ear. âNow that convinced me you actually do love me.â
You let out a dramatic gasp and playfully swat at his chest. âAnd my whole speech where I poured my heart out didnât convince you of that, Edward?â
He grasps at the place where you hit, letting out a groan of faux pain before flopping onto his back in the bed. âYour speech was beautiful, but I take Tolkien more to heart, baby.âÂ
He laughs as you try to get off of his lap, grabbing you and pulling you down to his chest. You scowl at him, before a smile ultimately breaks out across your face. âYouâre a nerd, you know that?â
âYouâre the one who brought up Lord of the Rings first!â He exclaims leaning forward to blow a wet raspberry on your cheek. You squeal and try to move your face away, but he grips your jaw with both hands, locking you in place.
He continues the raspberry assault on your entire face before finally pulling back to admire his work. Your face is shiny with a small pout adorning your mouth. It makes him want to kiss you, so he does (no raspberry this time, thank god) while giggling. Eddie looks at you, admiring every inch of your face. Heâs never loved anyone this way before, fully reciprocating every word you said to him just a few minutes prior. You are his forever. He will want you in every life, no matter what. Nobody will ever and could never compare to you.
How did he get so lucky?
He stares into your eyes, a serious look on his face, but with a smile playing on his lips and he says, âI too would follow you into Mordor.â
Charles Leclerc
#cl16đď¸
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