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"The blue coloured pencil"

(Original poem, written by Ren, aka @actually-very-miserable )

Is it my fault?

I constantly ask myself this question

I wonder if I'm purely innocent

While I disturb myself for no reason

This world, these flowers, these people

All of them, betraying me

But also my own self

For not knowing how to behave

The child incapable of seeing

The beauty of orchids, violets, not even the sky

The reflection of their depressing eyes

The coloured pencil sliding on the pale sheets of paper

I ask myself as I watch the horizon

Slowly turning to cold colours

How does it feel to be free and fly away

Towards all those these shades of blue?

It is painful to know a lot of things

Are painted like sapphires

But whenever I'm close

They become gray and tell me lives

Oh, I hate this colour

I swear, oh I swear

It doesn't matter how hard I try

I'll never be anything but black and white

The colour meant to bring me peace

To calm me down

Actually only brings me anguish

And makes me unhappy

Oh, I love this colour

Te one leaving stains on my face

And making my chest hurt

Forcing me to be this disgrace

The colour you can not only see

But also hear and feel

In poetries of love or serenades

Desperately after another victim

Someone to feel this melancholy

It will always make us suffer

And then it will blame the vivid Red

In the blood, the laces and the roses.

In magnificent beauty we will eternally

Sleep.

I LOVE MY BOY

He pretty boi

Sketch + Lineart/Shadows

Whoop I forgot to post this

Children:

Eyeless Jack (My Version)

Step by step:

Shotoroki ❄🔥

AAAAAAAA THANK YOU SO MUCH THIS MADE MY DAY

*sweats nervously* would you like to read my poetry?

I WOULD LOVE TO READ UR POETRY

Day #2

It is so good it doesn't even look like I did this

unusual asks

1: Do you ever wish you were someone else?

2: What is your full name?

3: How old are you and how old do you get mistaken for?

4: Have you ever dyed your hair?

5: What’s your eye color?

6: Your opinion about your body and how comfortable you are with it

7: Do you have any tattoos or piercings?

8: What would you say is your best quality?

9: What are you really bad at?

10: What talent do you wish you had?

11: Are you nice to everyone?

12: What do you think about the most?

13: Things you like/dislike about yourself

14: What is your least favorite word?

15: What is your favorite word?

16: Are you more like your mom or your dad?

17: Would you ever smile at a stranger?

18: A reason you’ve lied to someone

19: Are you lying about anything right now?

20: Have you kissed someone older than you?

21: Do you believe in love at first sight?

22: Do you believe in soulmates?

23: Are looks important?

24: Opinion on relationship age differences

25: Would you date someone off the Internet?

26: Have you ever cried over a boy/girl?

27: Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

28: Anyone you’re giving up on right now?

29: Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

30: Have you ever liked your best friend?

31: How does someone win your heart?

32: What turns you on?

33: What turns you off?

34: Do you get jealous easily?

35: What is your definition of cheating?

36: Do you forgive betrayal?

37: Have you ever been cheated on?

38: Have you ever cheated on someone?

39: How often do you listen to music?

40: First concert you attended

41: Last movie you watched

42: Favorite type of movie

43: Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?

44: Are you good at hiding your feelings?

45: Do you fall in love easily?

46: Do you think people say I love you too much?

47: What’s your favorite holiday?

48: Are you a forgiving person? Do you like being that way?

49: Where’s the most magical place on earth?

50: What’s your “type”?

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