Vent post: :(
I feel like I keep messing up no matter I do or I even if my intentions were good. Like I’ll be trying to talk to someone I know in school but I just feel so awkward and scared that I’ll mess up and say something cringe and they’ll dislike me. On a different note, I started a team event in a game I play casually and didn’t think anything of it until later where it was apparently the wrong thing to do and I didn’t know and I just feel so bad about it even tho it was nothing and I’ve been thinking about it all day. I don’t truly feel like I can be myself around the people I surround myself with. I want to talk about the things that interest me but I always clog up and stay silent. I do desperately want to try to make online friends but I doubt that’s gonna happen because I’m a wimp who can’t even managed to try to start a convo with some one on the internet.I know I worry way way to much about it what people think about me and I’m too much of a people pleaser but I can’t help it. I feel like I’ll never be as cool or great as some other people I know or people on this app.
Sorry if this is a jumbled mess i just had to get my thoughts out as they came in. Thanks to anyone who reads this <3
had a surreal experience at work this morning. i was the only person on the floor when we opened and a customer came over and was like "do you mind if i ask you for help with something?" and when i jokingly said "i don't think you have much of a choice to be honest" he replied "we always have a choice" and then we both just stood there opposite each other like rival wizards of light and dark for several moments.
it's rotten work, but without the rot nothing can grow
LET PEOPLE ENJOY WHAT THEY LIKE
jesus christ
they like the beatles? good for them. stranger things? fuck yeah. star wars? good good good good. star trek? hell yea! BTS fuck hell yea babe! marvel? one direction? taylor swift? harry styles? any of the chrises? GOOD. FOR. THEM.
but what if you don’t like it? WHO FUCKIN CARES! respect them and don’t be an asshole. that one piece of media could have saved their lives. let them enjoy it in peace.
Ratchet sketch I drew so I could calm myself down while I study for a math test
Decepticons: Lord Megatron's plan is shit
Decepticons: yeah but who's gonna tell him?
Decepticons:
A lil necrobot doodle to cool down for the night.
With longarm done, I’m gonna start working on bumblebee soon, I just need to order more black felt first ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )
Hey hey just a person on the internet just call me Delphi!🌅She/herCertified yapper‼️
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