So, Ben Is Going Through Some Things These Days.

I have a top surgery consult on Monday!

YIPPEE

and

YAHOO

I fuckin love my dad :)

About to come out as a boy to my dad

Wish me luck

You ever look into the mirror and go ew

Cause honestly me all the time

I just see something that's not me, not ever going to be me. I know I'm never going to like that image in thr mirror until my chest is flat, I'm taller, I'm more muscular, I have facial hair, and I have a less feminine physique.

I don't think any of this is going to happen, so I don't think I'll ever like how I look.

I know everyone who ever sees me will see me as a girl. I see it in strangers when they talk to me. I see it when my family talks about me to others. I see it when friends accidentally misgender me. Like, I know they're trying, and they accept me, but it hurts to know they still unconsciously see me that way.

Idk

I got called by my choosen name IRL by someone I was not previously friends with and and I cannot describe how awesome it felt

He's friends with this other buddy of mine so I'm guessing that's how he knew about it

Like this bisexual drunken cowboy (inside joke might explain in reblogs if I feel like it) saw me and really said "Hey (chosen name" and didn't make a big deal out of it and then asked if I like Hazbin Hotel and I'm like

!!!!!! THIS MAN KNOWS !!!!!! I DON'T HAVE TO TELL HIM !!!!! HE (a cis guy) KNOWS AND HE IS CHILL !!!!!

Wizards are the leading cause for pregnancy

Do any other fem transmen get weird about their leg hair? Like i love to dress feminine with skirts and dresses, and I feel like I should shave my legs to make it look right. I know that's not true, and body hair is neither masculine nor feminine, and it's natural. I also have no desire to shave my legs because I would feel dysphoric.

No one is telling me to shave or anything, but I think after living as a girl for so long in a society that pushes a hairless beauty standard, I always feel like I should shave or trim my body hair.

Does anyone else feel this way?

I know it’s not hard to point out reactionaries hypocrisy when it comes to like safe spaces or hug boxes or whatever but genuinely how much of an echo chamber do you have to exist in for you to think this is a reasonable thing to say

the statements "clothes don't have gender" and "clothes can and do invoke gender dysphoria and euphoria for many people" can and should coexist.

Getting top surgery in 2 days

Lets frickin goooooooo

About to come out as a boy to my dad

Wish me luck