chile im like 98% sure i got ghosted LMAO πππ imma be over her in a couple months and ik it aint my fault so oh well π€·πΎββοΈ ts is funny asf to me tho
do i love the slow burn trope? of course i do! but do i like experiencing it for myself? absolutely fucking not!
seriously tho. and when it comes to reading fanfiction as well, i'm constantly having to see the MC face some sort of microagression. not only that but they're portrayed in a way that you can easily tell that they were simply written by a nonblack person β yk what i'm talking about... the racial stereotypes, making us seem "ghetto," or "rachet," all that stuff. and even when i do find a fic with a black author, the MC is purposefully made into a walking stereotype.
shit like that makes me wanna rip my hair out. i'd think that im finally seeing the representation i want, only to be disappointed in the end. there's only like a select few of fics that i find that have a good rep when it comes to writing black characters that i really enjoy.
do you know how exhausting it is being hyper aware of how black people are portrayed in fictional media? I would love to be able to enjoy a show without picking up microagressions and subtle stereotypes and frowning to myself when it happens again and again.
Lidia Yuknavitch, from The Chronology of Water: A Memoir
Happy black history monthhhh
knowing that she's either going to be my wife or the biggest wlw soul crushing (but needed) canon event
Star Trek: Deep Space Nine "Past Tense, Pt. 1"
Acceptance:
accepted, acknowledged, admitted, affirmed, agreed, assumed, conferred, confessed, confirmed, justified, settled, understood, undertook, verified
Anger:
accused, barked, bellowed, bossed, carped, censured, condemned, criticized, demanded, fumed, gawped, glowered, growled, grumbled, hissed ordered, raged, remonstrated, reprimanded, retorted, scoffed, scolded, seethed, snapped, snarled, ticked off, told off, upbraided
Contemplation:
contemplated, mused, pondered
Conviction:
addressed, advertised, articulated, bragged, commanded, confided, decided, dictated, ended, exacted, finished, informed, made known, maintained, necessitated, pointed out, promised, reassured, remarked, repeated, reported, specified, stated, told
Desire:
attracted, requested, wanted
Excitement:
babbled, beamed, blurted, broadcasted, burst, cheered, chortled, chuckled, cried out, crooned, crowed, declared, emitted, exclaimed, giggled, hollered, howled, interjected, jabbered, laughed, praised, preached, presented, proclaimed, professed, promulgated, quaked, ranted, rejoiced, roared, screamed, shouted, shrieked, swore, thundered, trilled, trumpeted, vociferated, wailed, yawped, yelled, yelped, yowled
Fear:
cautioned, shuddered, trembled, warned
Generosity:
comforted, consoled, empathized, invited, offered, proffered, released, volunteered
Persuasion:
advised, alleged, appealed, asserted, assured, averred, avowed, beckoned, begged, beseeched, cajoled, claimed, conceded, concluded, concurred, contended, defended, disposed, encouraged, entreated, held, hinted, implied, implored, importuned, inclined, indicated, insisted, pleaded, postulated, premised, presupposed, protested, stressed, suggested, touted, urged, vouched for, wheedled
Pride:
chimed in, circulated, disseminated, distributed, expressed, grinned, made public, passed on, publicized, published, put forth, put out, quipped, quizzed, quoted, reckoned that, required, requisitioned, taunted, teased
Provocation:
exposed, imitated, joked, leered, lied, mimicked, mocked, provoked
Sadness:
agonized, bawled, blubbered, grieved, groaned, lamented, mewled, mourned, puled, sobbed, wept
Storytelling:
announced, answered, began, called, commented, continued, denoted, disclosed, divulged, explained, imparted, noted, observed, proposed, rejoined, replied, revealed, shared, solicited, sought, testified, transferred, transmitted, went on
Uncertainty:
asked, doubted, faltered, fretted, guessed, hesitated, hypothesized, inquired, lilted, quavered, queried, questioned, shrugged, speculated, stammered, stuttered, supposed, trailed off, wondered
show, don't tell:
anticipation - bouncing legs - darting eyes - breathing deeply - useless / mindless tasks - eyes on the clock - checking and re-checking
frustration - grumbling - heavy footsteps - hot flush - narrowed eyes - pointing fingers - pacing / stomping
sadness - eyes filling up with tears - blinking quickly - hiccuped breaths - face turned away - red / burning cheeks - short sentences with gulps
happiness - smiling / cheeks hurting - animated - chest hurts from laughing - rapid movements - eye contact - quick speaking
boredom - complaining - sighing - grumbling - pacing - leg bouncing - picking at nails
fear - quick heartbeat - shaking / clammy hands - pinching self - tuck away - closing eyes - clenched hands
disappointment - no eye contact - hard swallow - clenched hands - tears, occasionally - mhm-hmm
tiredness - spacing out - eyes closing - nodding head absently - long sighs - no eye contact - grim smile
confidence - prolonged eye contact - appreciates instead of apologizing - active listening - shoulders back - micro reactions
Girls. Girls in suits. Girls in dresses. Girls in general.
welcome to my safehouse
angst β ( Β€ )
fluff β ( β‘ )
hurt/comfort β ( β )
smut β ( β€ )
romantic ship β ( r )
platonic ship β ( p )
song fic β ( β§ )
disclaimer: all of my writings will accommodate to black audiences unless requested otherwise. meaning that i write with a black person in mind, if that makes sense. if this bothers you then idk what to tell you. it's hard to find black!reader fics anywhere so i'm trying to add to one's that are there.
*masterlist still under construction*
MARVEL
"thank you for your cooperation."
have mercy | black!oc β on hold
summary: The Avengers need her help. Jaslyn Wilson doesn't want to, though. Will the help of a certain redheaded avenger draw her out?
"on your left."
the stars write back | black!oc
summary: Entries between lovers that follow their story from beginning to end. Read along as the two tangles together and play tug of war with the stars.
love of my life [5/20/22] ( Β€ )
set me free | black!reader [1/16/24] ( p ) ( β )
summary: it is said that your skin will regenerate itself approximately every 27 days. although, that may be true... it's been two years. why doesn't it feel like it?
"if you expect disappointment, then you can never really get disappointed."
wash day | black!reader [ coming soon ]
anyways, sam wilson is captain america