Painting This Later Lol

I’m back! I have been sketching a bit more recently so hopefully i’ll post more often 😅

Anyways, recently played Hakuoki for the first time and became obessed lmao

Person A: "I thought you were kind."

Person B: "No. That's a conscious choice. My default is asshole."

Me, but my thoughts are about Dazai Osamu.

Does anyone else have those moments where you have to verbally tell your thoughts to shut the fuck up because it won’t work mentally?

Me seeing my therapist today: "I have an unhealthy obsession with someone."

My therapist: "An unhealthy obsession with who?"

Me showing my phone lock screen of Soukoku: "An unhealthy obsession with them."

My therapist squinting: "I thought you said with someone?"

Me squinting back: "I consider them as one."

Dazai flirts with everyone for fun, but when it gets serious and they flirt back, he explodes and his brain stops working. He blushes and babbles like a fish out of water.

When Chuuya realizes, add 1+1, oh boy, the real fun begins.

“Chuuya.”

“He’s here, Ane-san,” he broke down, his face distraught and his hands on his chest, clutching the fabric of his shirt as if he could rip his heart out. Ane-san stopped smiling. “I let him in, damn it, and I don’t know how to get him out or what to do. I’m desperate.”

“Chuuya, dear.”

Chuuya staggered and fell back into his seat, burying his face in his hands as he fought back the tears. He jumped when Ane-san ran her fingers through his hair. He sniffled. She gently untied his hair and began to comb through his curls.

“I’m sorry,” he whimpered, wiping away tears with the heel of his hand.

“Feelings are complicated.”

“No, Dazai is complicated as hell,” he mumbled.

Kouyou smiled sweetly.

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... surprising absolutely no one.... I did draw more Everything or Nothing

Happy 16th Anniversary 🌸 I’ll always love Hakuouki!

Obsessed boys that memorize your details to the extent of knowing who has messed your day up and making them pay > normal boys that buy you ice cream when you're sad.

For real though. Is there even a comparison 🤔 😕 😳