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Question for the ed babes; how do you count cals when you c/s?

i wanna do something so unhealthy and irresponsible

What I ate yesterday~

(+ some dried seaweed I forgot to picture)

Snacks: green grapes, cherry tomatoes, salad, and soybeans; I weighed everything. (328cal)

Dinner: Beef with pasta and sauce, and a slice of chocolate cake (~700cal)

Snack: seaweed (~90cal)

Total: 1118cal

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Apparently Diet Coke and Coke Zero break a fast…

Ate too much… but no binge and counted everything.

Breakfast: yogurt (122) with a banana (121) and some müsli hearts (116)

Snack: Some pastries (106)

Lunch: lentil (116) with chicken thighs (486)

- They were way too oily, I felt sick after eating it.

Dinner/Controlled binge: toast (140) with ham (43) and cheese (56) and a whole bag of chips (803)

- I feel disgusted with myself after this.

Total: 2109kcal 👎

I ate a lot again… but no binge! And I counted everything!

Breakfast: Egg burrito made with 2 eggs (152), cherry tomatoes (34), bacon (80), and tortilla (193) - with some ketchup (~22)

- Felt really good after eating this, but was missing the spinach (I ran out)

Snack: New years pastries my grandma baked (212)

- I love these so much and I’m really glad I ate some without feeling too guilty.

Lunch: konjac noodles (8), tuna (113), soy sauce (8), and some dried seaweed (30)

- 10/10 amazing yummy delicious

Snack: More pastries (106) and a fun drink (129)

Dinner: More pastries (318), with a salad (6), ham (123) and cheese (56) tortilla wrap (193), and some corn tortilla chips (158)

- I really regret eating the tortilla chips, I didn’t even really enjoy them.

Snack: Gummy bears (68)

- Tried these for the first time they have stevia sweetener. My only problem with them is that they are not nearly sour enough!! Why do they call them sour gummies!!

Total: 2010cal 👎

I also drank literally like 3litres of tea today because I was so hungry….

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