I Want To Die, But I Don't Want To Make My Friend Sad

I want to get adopted by presentation Michael and his husband, catman (he's kinda like batman, but with cats)

I almost attempted sewerslide, but decided not to.

my dad knows I've been having a bit of a nervous breakdown for like a week now, but he still forced me to go to an event. I ended up crying, because of course I did. then that bitch had the nerve to say he's DISAPPOINTED in me for not participating?

like, you knew I didn't want to be there, you knew I would cry, and you knew I hate every second I have to leave our house.

I want to stay home forever, I'm not going to set my alarm, im not going to school, I know I'll cry again.

I'm so sad, wishing I was drunk rn

is it normal for a guy friend to tie your shoe for you, or is am I reading into it.

I may kill myself

I need some encouragement to lose weight, I keep giving in and eating unhealthy food. Plz help me

My stomach started feeling like it was trying to tear itself out of my body, so I decided to actually eat something healthy.

I had 4 baby carrots and some warm water, I shall live another day.

Istg if the fics I'm following don't update soon, I'll off myself. I NEED some angst to keep me going.

I started working out again, then caught a cold the next day. I'm gonna take that as a sign lol.