Am I The Only One Who Lowkey Wishes Their Mother Was Dead

Am I the only one who lowkey wishes their mother was dead

Like most people are always all "cherish your mom while she's still around! you never know when she'll be gone!" but I'm honestly not going to miss her at all once she is

I know some idiot is going to be like "yes you will you're just saying that bla bla bla" but like you don't understand, I GENUINELY will not miss my mother once she's dead

A lot of times she'll remind me of why I think this way, such as now, but it's one of those horrible thoughts that live in the back of my head that I don't really tell anyone because it's such a shocking thing to say

But honestly...? I don't even feel bad for thinking it. She's done so much damage to me emotionally that I just don't even care about her at all anymore. The reason I retreated to my room to cry is because I didn't want her to know she had the power to do that to me, I stay stoic so that she stays thinking I don't care about her

Because I don't, and I'm not sorry about it.

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digitaliris

1 week ago

people need to hold characters that aren't shoving their actions to your face accountable.

i think gangle being a character a lot of people found themselves in is great. but like, that makes people think so flatly of jax specifically because their characters are directly tied to eachother, gangle fans like to frame jax as this heartless monster who manipulates people for fun and consider her a victim and proceeds to ignore her flaws entirely, and im not saying this because i like jax more than gangle. this was a problem in ace attorney with miles edgeworth fans too, and my favorite character is miles.

while yeah yes absolutely jax is not the kindest guy out there and definitely should be held responsible for what he does but the problem is that they dont do the same thing with other characters. if you dont hold gangle responsible for the employee reevaluation as a way for her to "get back at" jax for what he does then you shouldnt hold any other character for what they do either, like the fact that ragatha called gangle annoying. that was because she'd been repressing her "rude" feelings for so long they resurfaced when she was on the stupid sauce, you can't blame ragatha for that either. gangle is so deeply flawed i hate to see her characterized as an angel because people dont seem to realize every single character is also trapped, not only their favorites. every single character hates being there and i hate to see people think only their favorite has depth.

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digitaliris

1 week ago

@weregonnaneedabiggerboat hi i'm eating you actually

ignore the face that i'm lazy and these are taken on our bed but i am biting maiming killing frothing at the mouth (/vpos), i do not have the proper emojis to convey my excitement but i am so happy you made gangle look so silly 🥺 (in both drawings) big bug eyes in the first,,,, no thoughts in that stupid little head, she is going on our wall with our posters

god i am obsessed with all of the stickers, the jaxes,,,, he's so stupid i love him i need him dead, blowing him up one million times, i love that its not even just jax stickers but little stars and keys and hearts and his head 🥺 sparkling diva,,,,

and all the mini stickers are so cute?? i might be able to squeeze one in on our work phone,, pomni has no thoughts behind her bigass eyes, ragatha looks so pretty,,,, kissing her many times, zooble,,, big ass gay eyes 🫵 ik what you are,,,, (/silly), happy lil gangle,,, the oopid,,, kinger is so confused but its okay we all are ❤️, bubble's just a little guy, a silly billy that definitely won't bite my face off 💥, god jax looks so stupid (/vpos) smug ass grin on his stupid little face,,, beating him up, caine looks so goofy its like the little censors in the show, but i love that you added part of his tux to him, mans lost his body 😔🙏

anyways

(/vpos)

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digitaliris

1 month ago