Decided To Experiment Using A Different Pen Tool. Figured I'd Try It Out On Drawing This Purple Stinker.

you're either a smart fella or a fart smella everyone

i avoid writing when i'm high because when i was in AA i had a conversation there with someone else that basically amounted to shitting on drunk/high me's writing ability.

and so now whenever i'm not sober yet feel the drive to write (something i have not felt while sober as readily. it's a rarity), i don't because i think. well anything i write now won't be as good, and it'll be inherently wrong/bad because i'll have written it from the perspective of someone who was high/drunk.

and i. wow. i am just now realizing that is incredibly cruel. it's dehumanizing actually - as if. high/drunk me (hi hello, it was just 4:20pm) is incapable of having a voice that's worthy of being heard? worthy of ever speaking at all? worthy of being remembered?

that's. that's fucking insane. wow. no wonder i guilt myself so much about my substance use. i literally did not guilt myself like this until other people reacted to me/my use in ways that felt shaming.

ah fuck. guilt/shame isn't a "symptom" of addiction. it's a result of how addicted people are treated, and how their relationships begin to decay. a lot of it is stigmatization, ableism, sanism, and not having a society of community care. awesome.

Caine smoking a big blunt

Fan of Cryptids, Supernatural, Paranormal, Aliens, etc.

i love stupid sauced bunnydoll (this was based on that one spongebob meme lol)

heres the art without the text;

DAMN

JAX BE FAST AS HELL

IT'S HIM IT'S HIM I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS LALALALALA PLUGS MY EARS

Gets a follower with a funny name, checks their blog.

"This person you follow us an art thief because they trace! Evil! Report them!"

Dude, I learned to draw from tracing, if you look at my blog, I interact with them, why the fuck would you follow me unless it was to start drama?