the upside of ADHD is that it makes you a fucking genius
the downside is that you don't get to decide when and for how long you're a genius.
Halo 2 Anniversary - Backseat Driver
Optimus: the decepticons are attacking! autobots, roll ou
tfe wheeljack:
Zelda Tears of the kingdom theories in a nutshell:
I know this is mainly an art blog, but I’m in a bit of a bind right now when it comes to my health and need some help. Currently, I don’t have the resources I need to get checked out by specialists, so I made a GoFundMe. Even if you can’t donate, spreading the word would be appreciated!
Here’s the link to my GoFundMe
So for a TLDR of all this, I was given multiple antibiotics (five in total) for a UTI, in which it messed up my stomach badly and I have been in pain ranging from uncomfortable to intolerable each day. while I’m UTI free right now, am still having symptoms. Other problems were also discovered and need to be addressed. This was all in a span of about 2 months.
While I could of done commissions instead, I already have a few needed to be done for friends and want to get them done first. Thankfully all of them are understanding of my situation and have given me time to work on them at my own pace and do more personal art. Drawing has so far helped me get through the day. Some days are harder than others, but at least on the easier days, I can keep myself distracted. So I’ll still be making art and doing what I can to rest while I wait on the resources I need for answers.
I love the intentional parallel between Moxxie and Mille vs Stolas and Blitzo. The startled and worry looks on both Millie and Stolas's face when Moxxie and Blitzo were being ridiculed by others.
How at the end of Moxxie's love song, Stolas reached out (emotionally and physically) to Blitzo to try to console him. It symbolises his desire for love as pure and beautiful as Moxxie and Mille's.
But the past relationships that just came back to haunt Blitzo in the form of Verosika and Fizz reopened a raw wound, he wasn't ready to be vulnerable in front of Stolas just yet.
You can almost hear Blitzo's voice crack when he said how Stolas made it clear they were just using each others for sex. Blitzo is torn, he desires love but at the same denies himself of it. He's afraid. He doesn't know how to love or accept it. The fact all his past relationships have never worked out is the proof of it. I'm sure there is a reason for that, it certainly lies in his childhood with his family and maybe we will get to understand why he turns out the way he is.
And don't get me started on Stolas's dilemma. His current family vs his love for Blitzo.
Stolas truly loves Blitzo and he hopes their relationship will work out but at the same time Octavia is really important to him as well. Chasing after a hopeless love or choosing Octavia but getting stuck in a loveless marriage. Stolas will be forced to choose only one and i'm dreaded the day he may eventually end it all with Blitzo unless they manage to reconcile and understand each others' problems.
I hate seeing them suffer like this but this is necessary step towards mending the broken bridge between them. Thank you Vivziepop for focusing and exploring the potential of Stolas and Blitzo's relationship.
No matter how broken and flaw it is. This is just the beginning for them.
some messy proportion notes.
All of these used to be so common for people to show their appreciation of different fics and authors, and I think it’s a shame people don’t do it anymore. I love seeing fan work for my fics!!
Dilemma | she/her | 22 yr | esp/eng | personal/art blog | some doodles | just random shit
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