i keep realizing how much i need to find things to do and people to do them with
i’m struggling bc all i’ve done in the past is be social when i’m around people and then just stay inside doing my own thing otherwise
and it’s just leading to me seeing friends occasionally and spending all the rest of my time in my dorm being lonely and unsure of how to get to the point of doing stuff
snoot
love it when someone is just
a feral animal
i’ve decided that instead of going back to a dating app i’m going to set up a big cardboard box propped up with a stick in my university’s park and i’ll put some pink monster energy and estrogen under it and write GAY PEOPLE on it in sharpie and then pull it down on top of anyone who goes for it
i remembered to do a drawing today but it sucks
nvm figured it out lol
I really want to get back into making youtube videos but i just have no idea what to do
what do i make
how do i get people to actually find my channel
i’m getting frustrated about this at this point and i just want to make things again
i think i might start streaming again
a little
i think i'd have fun playing noita on stream
reblogging bc my brain is being a little shit again today and this made me feel so much better
especially the last one
my favorite picture ever is the one that says “HELL IS FULL, BITCH” and then it has the national suicide prevention hotline on it. it makes me smile every time
i keep just inexplicably feeling like shit late in the evening
there usually isn’t an event or a thought process that happens, i just start feeling like shit
it kinda sucks
a friend of mine recommended i play pseudoregalia and it’s SO good
i just finished 100%ing it
i really hope there’s going to be a modding community who make extra maps for it that would be amazing
absolutely my favourite 3d platformer